My New Way Of Living

Evanescence in Manila~!!!

2012-01-19T01:53:00.003+08:00

SHOOOOOOTTTTT~!!!!

I wanna be there. I don wanna miss it. My name Amy Lee(n) haha...I want ticket NOW~!!!!!! front seat~!!!!

GOTCHA~!!!!!!!!!!! bwahahaha..... got the PATRON SEATED... ill just stand up if i want to weeeee

looks real @.@

2012-01-18T18:46:00.001+08:00

Goldfish Salvation by: Riusuke Fukahori

CHEATERS~!!!!!!!!

2012-01-07T22:15:00.001+08:00

Best of CHEATERS EPISODES

THOU SHALL NOT TRUST GUYS!!

GINGER THE GENIUS DOG!! hihi

2012-01-06T05:35:00.005+08:00

Does anyone of you knows about GINGER??? Well she is my ever fave dog in youtube. Me and my sister used to laugh coz of her crazy boss, he was the founder of this funny stuff and people just copying it you know .. If you dont know her, just watch these videos:

The 1st video we watched w/ my sis
and I cant resist the SUBSCRIBED button :)

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and alot MORE just tune in to:
GINGER THE GOLDEN RETRIEVER BY sawith65

NYE's RED ♥ ♥ ♥

2012-01-05T05:43:00.010+08:00

Ok after lonesome let's proceed to awesome. After months of mourning, new years eve changed it as if nothing happened. January 1, 2012 the day i will never forget in my life.

Me and my "honey", went to the rooftop of Double Tree by Hilton in Ras Al Khaimah, United Arab Emirates. I'm NOT supposed to be there coz the truth "I'M NOT INVITED". He invited someone which made my heart crumpled into pieces. What can i do???

Forget about the cause and effect of the story. As of my ex-front office asst manager "i will not go into details" But God knows I was diluted about it.

So there, we had a party, he made Long island iced tea for me which is my fave and ill tell you it was really nice and the nicest from all i've tried. He will be a good bartender hihi. Too bad i dont have the picture and the video on it. Maybe ill get it from him after.

So we watched the little fireworks from Hilton Resort and enjoyed the night and I was happy then. Atleast it removed one piece of thorns in me.

And 3days on-the-go was all nice. Thank God my new year started in nice way. After this i dont know. I know issues will come and go, im just trying to make myself "it's fine" to avoid craziness.

But whatever it is, Thanks honey. Thanks coz you made me happy through all the shits. Thanks enta habibi enta hayati, Basem, my smile. Thanks also new year's eve you came and you made me smile.

missing my diaries is never easy :(

2012-01-05T05:24:00.009+08:00

Now i wonder where my diary is. After the horrible accident in Macau unfortunately i left it there in my luggage and they throw it all away. I always carry it with me wherever i go. I have 4 thick diaries from grade school-to-high school-to-college-to-working days-and POEMS :(. Count the years it will never be replace. Sigh, I treasure it more than my life but now its all gone and i cant share it anymore to my child. Pity i am expressing through writings, pity i am i lost my hidden thoughts. and pity i am nobody can bring it back to me. Wherever in this world my notes are, hope someone is reading it and one day it will be in my hands, gladly in my own hands and ill be happy. Stupid of me i didnt put my address or phone # there . Maybe, just maybe someone will give it back. And if it just with my friends there hope they let me know so that this madness i have everytime i remember it will be vanished. Forever.

SITUATION --Part 2.. for her, from him.

2012-01-05T05:10:00.004+08:00

DROWN ME (amor)

I could be worst when there are words I can’t say.
I’m awakened by the miserable past that you keep on display.
I’ve been cut through deep, deep down the shadows,
the shadows on where I don’t wanna belong.
I wanna leave her ‘coz I don’t wanna make her feel suppressed, depressed, unwanted, I ain’t worth it.

Drown me, never wanna swim.
Drown me, stop this scheme, she deserves better.
Give me some relief, the one that could vanish me,
the one that has the power to stop me from coming back.

I can’t take this anymore, can’t hurt her no more.
She deserves something better than feeling me…
than suffering from me, than loving doubtfully ‘coz of me,
than living in hell w/ me.
It’s love that she deserves to feel from you…

2012-01-03T03:51:00.001+08:00

I NEED HELP~!!!!!!!
I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!

I DONT WANT THAT ONE DAY I WILL CHOOSE DEATH THAN LIFE~!!!!

SITUATION.

2012-01-02T22:02:00.004+08:00

MAN:

I held her close to me
'Cause I know she breaks so easily
And then I told her
But I knew no matter how I tried to console her
She'd just do the best she could
But there are times the best is no damn good
And no matter how you try to be kind
There's always still a part of you you leave behind

I lied and told her she'd be fine
Though we both knew it was just a line
I had to do it
'Cause I'd a' said anything to help me get through it

Then she reached out for my hand
And her simple touch was more than I could stand
And I had to turn away
'Cause I knew all the hurt
That she was feeling I was feeling too

She could've gotten angry
And made me feel like a guilty child
But I realized that never was her style
I wanted her to hurt me
And not treat me like a friend
I wanted her to say there'd be someday
I'd come crawling on my knees to ask her back again
But she acted like a lady 'til the end

I thought that she'd break down
But she smiled at me and never made a sound
And I guess she understood in her way
'Cause her silence told me everything she could not say
When it falls apart
There's just no easy way

There's no easy way to break somebody's heart.

WOMAN:

Time flies
When you're having fun
I heard somebody say
But if all I've been is fun
Then baby let me go
Don't wanna be in your way
And I don't wanna be your second choice
Don't wanna be just your friend
You keep telling me that you're not in love
You wanna throw it all away

Your love is slipping through my hands
And though I've heard it all before
I know you're telling me the truth
I know it's just no use
But I can't stay away from you

Hold on to every beat of hope, that's all I ever do
Hoping you might change your mind
And call me up to say how much you need me too
And though you're leaving me no other choice
Than to turn and walk away
Look over your shoulder, I'll be there
You can count on me to stay...

I don't wanna let you go
And though it's killing me that's true
There's just some things I can't control
Your love is slipping through my hands
'Cause I can't stay away from you

IT'S US :(

Burj Khalifa, Dubai 2012 Fireworks

2012-01-02T21:11:00.005+08:00

Spectacular Lights in 2012 shine entire Dubai.!!!!

Me and my cousin supposedly in dubai to celebrate New Year coz every year I always go where the fireworks is. But unfortunately some instances happened so I canceled the "half-of-my-life" event.

I really hate it. It's so freakin nice huhu....
Maybe this is my 1st and last new year in UAE. :(

Enjoy Watching~!!!

Today My Life Begins ♥ ♥ ♥

2012-01-01T22:33:00.008+08:00

FAREWELL 2011 ..life's too short to have regrets. So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget, only have one life to live so make the best for it.. HELLO 2012!" Hope you will be the greatest year in my life. Cheers~!!!

i've been working hard so long seems like pain has been my only friend my fragile heart's been done so wrong i wondered if i'd ever heal again........i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me leave the past behind me, today my life begins a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin i know i can make it, today my life begins....

2012.. phew time ran so fast~!

2011-12-31T21:24:00.000+08:00

"BITTER" "BETTER"

2011-12-31T01:37:00.000+08:00

if i had one call to make
i would dial yesterday and warn myself
tell my lips the words to say
not let you just walk away
with someone else.."with someone else"

to be the strong and silent one
a lot of good that has done
yes, you'd agree
no more tryin' to understand
or fix these things because you can
guess it's up to me..

i'd be much better off maybe
if i could just let it go
with no regrets then

next time i won't suffer this kind of pain
own my mistakes
not just pass off all the blame
you'd still be here and we'd figure this out
then i wouldn't be BITTER
i'd just be BETTER now

Daddy, you can let go now

2011-12-30T06:45:00.002+08:00

i remember my dad so i remeber this song
i wanna see my dad huhuhhuhuhuhuhhu :(
he was the one who teach me how ride bike :(

2011-12-30T06:12:00.020+08:00

my mom always remind us sisters since we were a kid the words "do not do unto others so that others will not do unto you". a quotes that we always carry in ourselves wherever we go. she taught us to stay humble though people is hurting us deeply and stepping us on the ground cause only God will punish them in the right time. Every teardrops that fall from our eyes God knows how many are those.

She taught us to be humble also no matter how many achievement we achieved. Instead of being boastful we should be thankful everyday for the blessings. We should not forget those people who inspire us. We should always not forget where we belong and what we are before.

I talked to my mom just right now, I remember her in all struggles i encounter now. While she's giving me advices and repeating those things she said. SHE CRIED. I was crying too of what she said "im sad if there's someone hurting you, they have no right to make you cry, you are my daugther and i raised you and your sisters with all my love, so all of you deserved someone who will love you also. sometimes i beat you before and im sorry for that it just because i care for you too much coz i dont want anything will happen to you. though you're so hard headed but still im so proud of you my dear coz throughout all of these you remain strong and stand in your own feet and you still fighting. Come back. i cannot afford to see you cry. I will kill those people who made you cry. This is the 1st time you share this things to me, im so happy. Your sisters cant wait to see you. Atleast here you are happy and no one can harm you."

Tears keep on falling in my eyes endlessly. Now I realized that i love my mom. miss my family so much. :(

Thanks mom. :(

Chasing Pavements - Adele

2011-12-29T18:07:00.002+08:00

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong, I am right
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust
I know this is love
But, if I tell the world
I'll never say enough
'cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do
If I end up with you

Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up
And fly around in circles
Waitin' as my heart drops
And my back begins to tingle
Finally, could this be it

Septic Shock

2011-12-29T17:32:00.007+08:00

Early in the morning mom called me to say a very bad news. My cousin in Manila is now in comatose cause of the infection on her brain, they called it Septic Shock. I thought i was just dreaming. When I was totally awake I call back my mom and she said they are all alarmed coz of what happened. I hardly cant believe it. She so pretty and very nice girl, ans shes only 22.

She had a non stop fever and shes keep on fainting. Last time she collapse she didnt awake anymore. They suspect some causes such as their dog, she lover her dog so much maybe they bite her without knowing and alcohol- maybe she drink too much.

So I researched what is this Septic Shock and it says:

Septic shock is a type of severe sepsis. This is caused by an infection. Your body responds to the infection with widespread inflammation, which causes the symptoms of sepsis. - nhs.uk

Septic shock is a medical emergency caused by decreased tissue perfusion and oxygen delivery as a result of severe infection and sepsis, though the microbe may be systemic or localized to a particular site.[1] It can cause multiple organ dysfunction syndrome (formerly known as multiple organ failure) and death.[1] Its most common victims are children, immunocompromised individuals, and the elderly, as their immune systems cannot deal with the infection as effectively as those of healthy adults. Frequently, patients suffering from septic shock are cared for in intensive care units. The mortality rate from septic shock is approximately 25–50%.[1]

CAUSES:
When bacteria or viruses are present in the bloodstream, the condition is known as bacteremia or viremia. If the organisms are particularly virulent, or the host is immunocompromised, then the host organism may develop a condition known as systemic inflammatory response syndrome (or SIRS). Sepsis is by definition bacteremia, combined with SIRS. If sepsis worsens to the point of end-organ dysfunction (renal failure, liver dysfunction, altered mental status, or heart damage), then the condition is called severe sepsis. Once severe sepsis worsens to the point where blood pressure can no longer be maintained with intravenous fluids alone, then the criteria have been met for septic shock. The precipitating infections which may lead to septic shock if severe enough include appendicitis, pneumonia, bacteremia, diverticulitis, pyelonephritis, meningitis, pancreatitis, and necrotizing fasciitis. ) - wikipedia.org

God will heal her we will pray for you my dear. Before this year end alot of trails we encounter in our family. God has reason for it and he will help us to survive just keep believing on him. In God We Trust.

2011-12-28T06:34:00.005+08:00

i dont know what to do, i dont know what to say. but every discover i discovered, hole is what i got. talking is the best way that's what people say but how can you talk when all you got is clueless. you have no power neither stop the moments of truth. all you can do is to see whats going on though you dont wanna see those things you saw. you cant deny it, it hurts. but where your pain will bring you? Tears! what tears bring them? Laughter. They will just laugh your tears.

You dont know what to do, you dont know what to say. All you can do is wait and watch the things you afraid of. The things you know will happen. the things you know will go through and you cant stop it though you are shaking coz the truth that one day. you will out of the list.

So there’s something else I wanna tell you. Right before i fainted and everything went black, you wanna know the very last thing that entered my mind? YOU.

A Prayer for the Victims of Typhoon Sendong in Mindanao

2011-12-20T04:10:00.012+08:00

Reposted:

This Blog is From musesonair.com

Watching the news on Typhoon Sendong was like remembering Typhoon Ondoy. We were able to get through Typhoon Ondoy as a nation, let us do that again now and face the damages of Typhoon Sendong as a country.

Christmas is a season for giving. Let’s give a special meaning to this year’s celebration by helping the victims of Typhoon Sendong in Mindanao.

My Facebook news feed is filled with updates on death tolls, news and organizations I can contact to help; yours probably looks the same as mine. Pick the organization you trust and send out your donations. You can even send donations through Smart and Globe.

To give your donations for the victims of Typhoon Sendong through Red Cross, you can visit their website or text

Text REDAMOUNT to 2899 (Globe) or 4143 (Smart)

Photo lifted from Creative Manila http://www.facebook.com/creativemanila

Amidst the chaos, let us not forget to pray.

We Humble Ourselves in Prayer…

Oh,God our Father:

In faith, we acknowledge your paternal care over us, your sons, daughters and children. In hope, we trust in your divine providence of giving us wisdom and courage as we face the challenges in life. In love, we invoke your help and guidance during these difficult days of death and destruction in our dear country.

Ours is a prayer of thanksgiving for once again reminding us that ours is an imperfect world, that heaven is not on earth and that nature every now and then tells us not to abuse her. Ours too is a prayer of repentance for calling upon you when we are in need and desperation but forgetting you in favorable times and pleasing occasions.

Ours as well is a prayer of petition as we say:

Grant eternal peace to those who lost their lives. Embrace the children who died in their innocence. Help those who are hurt and cure those who are sick.

Encourage those who suffer the destruction of their homes and properties, and to once again stand up and rebuild their future.

Bless all those who extend their helping hands to those in need of food, shelter and clothing, who share their time, talents and resources with others.

Inspire more people to be men and women for their neighbors, convinced that the more they are for others, the taller they stand before you.

Spare us please from other natural disasters and devastation if this be according to Your will and for our own spiritual good and growth.

[Amen.]

This prayer was lifted from Scriptorium

Let us all be safe and help each other in this time of need.

Cagayan De Oro, Philippines devastated by deadly typhoon Sendong

2011-12-20T02:15:00.012+08:00

First time in history in Philippines of having typhoon in Mindanao. I was so shocked when i turned on the TV and i saw in CNN about the huge flood in Cagayan De Oro, it's 6 hours land trip from my city. We used to go there with my family to visit my grandmas sister and my relatives and we go together also in Camiguin where my grandma live. Camiguin is an island and 12 hours trip from my city.

I was frightened about what I saw thousands are dead. Last time also hundreds of people died of flood in my City Davao in downtown area, just thank God my village is bit far from those affected areas. That was 1st and I hope last.

I directly called my mom and she said they were fine, they went to the 3rd floor of their house coz flood is whole 1st floor. Whole Cagayan has No Light, No water and everything. God~! .... Mom keep on calling them and she will take all my relatives there and stay home for a while. Its better coz my mom is alone in our house. This is unbelievable but long time ago before mom of my grandma died says that they need to pray harder coz one day cagayan will be in danger. So my grandma keep it in her mind and now after hundred of yrs it came. huhu..

Sad to say one of my relatives, whole of their family which has 4 kids are now missing :(.

I dont know anymore what to say. Im sad. I just pray to God to keep my family safe.

A mass burial has been organised in the Philippines for scores of people killed by flash floods on the southern island of Mindanao.

Health officials in the city of Iligan say unclaimed bodies are being buried after being marked for possible future identification.

Coastal communities were devastated early on Saturday in flash floods triggered by a tropical storm.

More than 650 people were killed and another 800 people are still missing.

Damaged roads are hampering efforts to reach survivors in remote villages.

Officials in Iligan said they were preparing to bury unclaimed bodies in a mass grave as early as Monday because of their advanced state of decomposition.

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Floods triggered by Tropical Storm Sendong (international name: Washi) killed more than 200, left hundreds missing, and displaced thousands of residents here Saturday.
Areas submerged by floods include Barangays Puntod, Macabalan, Lapasan, villages within the downtown area, and Vamenta Subdivision in Barra, Opol, Misamis Oriental.

“I wasn’t able to hold them tightly because of the strong current. I stayed underneath the water for five minutes trying to look for them,” Medrano said.

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"The flooding occurred around 2:30 a.m while the people were sleeping. It (massive rains) caused the silted river system to overflow," Ramos said.

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Let's pray coz only God is our hope.

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2011-12-17T19:33:00.002+08:00

I thought of things how life has been so meaningful to me,

Many different people crossed my path, but only few remained
There was friendship that bounded but never recognized if her heart still tied with it,
There was love taken for granted, minced me up inside, but still the love is alive
There was happiness which I deemed was mine but borrowed by other….. yet waiting to seize it once again just even for a while…
There were times I caught myself alone in despair, pushing me to end everything….coz my life is no worth at all…
There was hatred which made me frail that I almost gave up grasping for breath but no one shown care

Yet I still go on…..

2011-12-13T03:18:00.004+08:00

who would have thought that Amanda Falk music are christian songs.... really made me relax and have my moments of realizing everything happened in my life. =( ,..hahay LIFE~!!

Another day, paints on the face

That they expect to see

It's not all I want, but it's all I've got

To make this world believe

Nothing's wrong with me

I'm an artist of emotion

A master of deceit

And the many faces I portray

Are nothing at all like me

How I long to be free

From this never ending maze

Oh my head's in a daze

Every time I think

From this overplayed charade

Oh my heart's gonna fade

And I can't go on

It's a tug of war, each moment

To hide this pain inside

Or to open up and spill this cup

Of feelings that I hide

But what will people do

And what will people say

When they hear the truth will they turn and run away

Will they throw a stone or lend a shoulder to lean on

It's not fair, I can't take this anymore

All these tears have drifted me to shore

Is there hope for someone just like me

And I hear a voice inside me say

I can set you free

From this never ending maze

I will be your strength

If you let me lead

So just, take my hand and see

If you follow me

You can be free

2011-12-08T06:25:00.001+08:00

2011-11-28T05:29:00.001+08:00

2011-11-25T23:41:00.001+08:00

gikapoy nako. nawad an nakog gana mangita.. wala nako kabalo asa padulong.. :(

my deep prayer

2011-11-19T17:43:00.002+08:00

.. Lead me Lord all throughout my life never leave my side...
WALK BY ME across the lonely roads that I may face...
Comfort me through all the pain that life may bring
There's no other hope that I can lean upon
take my hand and show me the way ...
You are my light I cannot live alone...

SMILE

2011-11-19T17:04:00.007+08:00

i can still remember like yesterday
we were so HAPPY in a special way
and knowing that happiness will make me feel so right
but now i feel lost and i don't know what to do
each and every day I think of you
holding back the tears, im trying with all my might
i wish that it could be just like before
i know i could've given you so much more
eventhough you know i'd given you all my love
i miss your SMILE, i miss your KISS
each and every day i reminisce
coz baby it's you that I'm always dreaming of

letting love go is never easy
but I love you so that's why i set you free
and I know someday, somehow
i'll find a way to leave it all behind me
guess it wasn't meant to be

you've gone and left me standing all alone
and i know i've got to face tomorrow on my own

i hope that you're reading coz it's true
you'll be forever in my heart
and i know that no one else will do
so before I let you go
I want to say
I LOVE YOU

from japan’s inspiring true to life story of "HACHIKO"

2011-11-18T06:16:00.000+08:00

a dog story

2011-11-18T05:17:00.001+08:00

s(he's) br(ok)en

2011-10-16T22:05:00.001+08:00

2011-10-16T20:41:00.003+08:00

i ve been looking at this empty page to write for 2hours but i dont know what to write. Alot of things to say, alot of things in mind. but ..im speechless. all i know is that. Im so BROKEN. god knows. i just wanted to say sorry to someone i love. im sorry, if its necessary to say sorry million times then i will. sorry for being part of your life and messed it up. Sorry.

2011-09-03T22:48:00.003+08:00

I can honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since I woke up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life and I don't mind

This morning I played our song
And through my tears I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down
'cause I know I'm wasting my time

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ring tone
I hesitate but reply it anyway
You sound so alone

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget

IS GOODBYE!

-amie-

a letter for all the stupid girls

2011-08-22T21:40:00.017+08:00

Why do you still care for a guy who obviously doesn’t care for you? Accept the fact that the relationship is over, and you will not be getting back together again. Maintain NO CONTACT, and don't check on him anymore if you want to avoid pain. Why keep pining for a guy who already forgotten about you. You are better than that. You are going to push yourself to be the best woman ever and not let this define who you are. You are young and you will experience so much more in life. The relationship is over. Accept it or keep on going this way. He will not coming back. Listen to all your girl friends’ experiences, when a relationship is over…its over! What’s the use of looking back? He doesn’t care of you anymore. He doesn’t think of you anymore. He didn't do anything even one ounce of effort to see how you are. You are not even in his mind…so why should you keep letting him into yours?

The past is gone. You must look towards the future. In the grand scheme of things, this pain is small….and something you will get over. In time this shall pass. Don’t dwell on something which will do no good. He doesn’t think of you as a looser or a bad person, just someone that he didn’t work out with. Don’t keep on holding for a guy that doesn’t have any feelings for you anymore. That’s illogical and insane. He doesn’t care for you. He could care less if you disappeared into NOTHING! And that should drive you to push your feelings for him away.

It is over. There is no chance of reconciliation. It's GONE and He is a STRANGER now.

✿◕‿◕✿ MY LIFE ✿◕‿◕✿

2011-08-19T18:15:00.006+08:00

when my world is falling apart.
when there's no light to break up the dark.
that's when i look at you.
love you habibi ko

✿◕‿◕✿ my happiness. ✿◕‿◕✿

me me me me ^___^

2011-08-09T22:46:00.003+08:00

here i am

New Field :D

2011-04-16T11:11:00.044+08:00

I AM WORKING HERE NOW AS RECEPTIONIST ^___^

SEE YAH¬!!!

So if you wanna experience the beauty of Paradise on Earth and unwind of your busy life... Hilton Ras Al Khaima Resort and Spa (click the word to go to the Website) is the perfect one for you and let's see each other there :D

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Pyromusical Competition International @ Mall of Asia Philippines 2/12/'11

2011-02-14T10:19:00.005+08:00

This is more than 1 hour
I LOVE IT~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love fireworks superrrrrrrrr

HAPPY HEARTS DAY~!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥

2011-02-14T10:15:00.000+08:00

my new nail polish... aheeee love it ♥ ♥ ♥

2011-02-02T18:20:00.001+08:00

UK baby.... ^_^

very touching story that made me cry

2011-01-29T06:03:00.016+08:00

"what kind of guy would I be if I walk out when she needed me the most?"

I ♥ A

2011-01-25T19:18:00.010+08:00

"Eventhough it seems they have everything I dont wanna be a lonely fool. All of the pretty men, all of their expensive cars, all of their money don't amount to you. So I can make believe they have everything, but I can't pretend that I don't see. That without you boy my life is INCOMPLETE." -sisqo

DOLPHINE~!!!! 1/16/11

2011-01-17T06:53:00.015+08:00

weeeeeee FINALLY! A wish came true~!!! To see dolphine in personal hahahaha... aheee ^__^. I love dolphine, they're so cute and friendly. We went to a known dolphine show place in Philippines, SUBIC BAY! It is really far away from my place. You have to take a plane 2hours from Davao City to Manila and then land travel for about 3hours plus. I'm with my college friends and the driver? my friend's husband haha.. He loves long driving travel hehe... We really had so much fun!! I love it~! So here's the pictures:

I'm Fresh from the Airport straight to Subic Bay haha (they're all working in Manila hihi)

More pictures in my Facebook Account :)

yes, BETTER THAN LAST YEAR T.T

2011-01-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year TO ALL~!!! time run so fast ...hahayz

2010-12-31T11:21:00.001+08:00

talk / signs

2010-12-24T19:48:00.001+08:00

- mariah carey

Merry Christmas to ALL~!!

2010-12-24T19:45:00.001+08:00

talk / signs

2010-12-23T14:49:00.000+08:00

- one republic

David Beckham wins Lifetime Achievement Award of BBC Sports

2010-12-20T21:13:00.009+08:00

An emotional David Beckham is the recipient of the 2010 lifetime achievement award at Sports Personality of the Year. - news.bbc.co.uk

Former England captain David Beckham has received
the BBC Sports Personality Lifetime Achievement award.

The 35-year-old midfielder is England's most capped outfield
player and won six Premier League titles and the Champions League
crown with Manchester United.

David Beckham: ... Of course to my wife and my children.. Not only she gave me 3 amazing children, 3 amazing boys, but the also the support she given me. She's a truly an inspiration for me every single day...

The family that truly inspires me. Despite all the popularity they have, they happily still together and faithful (knowing faithful guys these days are so hard to find).

That's very sweet T__T

I adore him so much, he's so family oriented and very humble.

Victoria so beautiful, they are really a perfect combination.

talk / signs

2010-12-15T16:32:00.006+08:00

"...at night i pray that soon your face
will fade away.
everytime i try to fly,
i fall without my wings,
i feel so small i guess i need you, baby.
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, it's haunting me
i guess i need you, baby..."

-britney spears

riddle of feelings

2010-12-15T14:30:00.009+08:00

Sometimes people think you're too much problematic. Sometimes you feel alone though lots of friends and family besides you. And the person who you expect to understand you are now feel like you are too dependent on them. That case would be definitely hurt you.

We have someone or a "so called-person" in particular, that we treated as our other half (in other case). We can tell them everything, deep inside of you, your dramas, dilemmas, problems, etc or even happiness, plans, future and fun time. But you wouldn't know that person think differently about your thoughts or reverse to the things they say or do. Humans can feel there's something behind that person, though they didn't say it but you can feel it. So from that then, you will feel unease. You would start your limitations on sharing to them coz you know they might not understand. They might think "you can't do it without me" or "you can't do it on your own". It's bot about "YOU CAN'T", its about "US". It's like "you and i together or apart we can still be together, sharing each other".

Other one thinks you're a "Shadow", but the other one or the subject thinks "All of this would be US / you and me together". In short, the other one is "im on my own" while the other one / the subject is "sharing". And you started to feel that they don't understand you anymore and started to plan for their own, not with you anymore. It's not 2 in 1 aymore but 1 -1.

I don't know if you get my point, but whatever it is, there's something in this post that maybe only me knew. It's like a riddle.

"I know you're happy already and I'm already not or I'm still not, that's why you can't relate on everything anymore, unlike before we still in the same situation and mostly we agreed on each other. Unlike now you are some kinda 50/50 and disagree not on everything but almost everything. Though you wouldn't say it or just silent but I can feel it. But it's ok with me. I understand. You have your own life now and you already found what you've been looking for so, I'll leave you with your thoughts then..."

talk / signs

2010-12-14T13:18:00.004+08:00

-enigma

2010-12-11T01:45:00.002+08:00

Pinay freed in Australia after 'drugs' found to be iced tea

2010-12-07T12:06:00.009+08:00

Maria Silva and boyfriend Steve Bromley at the Magistrates Court
March 2010

MELBOURNE - A Filipina wedding planner holidaying in Australia was released from detention Thursday after being wrongly held for five days on drugs charges following a mix-up involving iced tea powder.

Maria Cecilia Silva, 29, was arrested at Melbourne airport on Saturday after a sniffer dog alerted officials to packets of lemon-flavored iced tea in her luggage.

Tests on the powder returned a positive result for amphetamines and Silva was charged with importing a commercial quantity of drugs.

But secondary tests revealed the initial result was wrong, and charges against her were withdrawn Thursday in the Melbourne Magistrates Court.

Silva was awarded Australian $5,000 (US$4,600) compensation for her wrongful imprisonment.

"She's traumatized, she's lost a lot of weight and she'll be seeing a doctor," said her barrister, Michael Pena-Rees.

"She's a totally innocent young lady who has experienced five days in an horrendous situation having her liberty taken away and placed in cells with some serious offenders," he told the AAP newswire.

The court heard that an ingredient in the tea sachets, which Silva purchased in Manila for a friend, was commonly mistaken for drugs, according to state radio.

She suffered flashbacks to her time in jail, and had developed a fear of being alone.

She said no one had apologised for her jail ordeal, despite the charge against her being dropped in Melbourne Magistrates Court yesterday.

"I'd like an apology from them," Ms Silva said.

"I want them to realise that they done something wrong. It could happen to anyone.

"It's always in my mind I'm going to be locked up again."

Ms Silva said she hardly slept in prison, and feared being locked up for years, despite never taking drugs in her life.

"It's OK (in jail) but you know, it's a really long wait and no one to talk to. I feel like I've done a lot of big trouble and it's really hard," she said.

"I'm frightened at first because, you know, I was leading a simple life in the Philippines then you wake up the next morning and you're in the worst place in the worst condition."

Ms Silva's friend Steve Bromley had asked Ms Silva to bring three 800-gram packages of lemon-flavoured Nestea iced tea, a common drink brought at Philippines grocery stores, when she came to Australia for a holiday.

After a drug detection dog reacted positively to the presence of drugs, presumptive testing of one of the packets indicated a positive result for amphetamines.

If convicted of importing a commercial quantity of the border control drug, Ms Silva faced a maximum sentence of 25 years, massive fines or both.

However it was announced in court yesterday that the packets of iced tea were genuine, and Magistrate Jack Vandersteen ordered Ms Silva's immediate release from the dock.

Mr Bromley told radio 3AW that the woman's impressions of Australia had been tainted by her experience.

"The poor kid comes into the country to stay with us for a holiday, and this is how they treat her?"' he said.

"Come one. She has done nothing wrong. For her to be locked up in jail with handcuffs and with drug addicts and whatever else was in there, that's not good.

"Police shouldn't be making mistakes like that."

COMMENT: This is a disgrace to the good people of Australia. Whoever is responsible for the unlawful jailing of this innocent Filipina should be sacked. Only incompetent clowns could be operating machines which show show iced tea as amphetamines. If they can't tell the difference, then this is an admission of incompetence. Why was she kept in jail after the tests came back proving that she was carrying iced tea? She was forced to languish in prison until freed by a magistrate. This is simply disgraceful and a blight on all decent Australians. Heads must roll!

SOURCE: abs-cbnnews.com and australiaphilippines

MY PERSONAL COMMENT:

MONEY CAN'T PAY REPUTATION AND TRAUMA!!!

mah fave cartoon characters

2010-12-06T18:13:00.042+08:00

Aside from NEMO...

there he is...which is my super duper cute favorite cartoon character coz not only of having similarity with my nickname, there is a long story behind it. I also have some favorite coz I do love fairy tales or anime sooo much when I was a kid or even till now. Sometimes I skipped classes just to watch it hehe. ABS-CBN - one of the TV Channels here in Philippines, they have cartoon marathon every morning weekdays. So here it is, dubbed in tagalog and some name changed.

CEDIE (The little Prince) - A big hit in the Philippines. I love Cedie in my elementary days and timing that time I had my flute lessons. It was about (Cedie/Cedric) the son of the Royal Blood Prince who abandoned by his father because he marry an ordinary woman, Cedie didn't know that he is the sole heir to a British earldom. He just found out when his father died and the calvary of his family starts. The story goes very nice that he (Cedie) changed all the bad attitude of the people especially his Grandfather who hates his family esp. to his mother. He was such a very humble prince and people loved him so much. He was so BRAVE and attacked all the people who were rude to his mother coz he loves her so much. It's some kinda emotional series. I almost memories the opening song of this haha. And because it was a big hit, the Star Cinema made a film adaptation.

Little Lord Fauntleroy, also known as Shoukoushi Ceddie (小公子セディ, Shōkōshi Sedi?, trans. Little Prince Cedie), is a Japanese anime series produced by Nippon Animation in 1988 and was broadcast on the World Masterpiece Theater, an animation staple that showcased each year an animated version of a different classical book or story. The series is based on Frances Hodgson Burnett's book, "Little Lord Fauntleroy". -wikipedia.org

Little Lord Fauntleroy is the first children's novel written by English–American playwright and author Frances Hodgson Burnett. It was originally published as a serial in the St. Nicholas Magazine between November 1885 and October 1886, then as a book by Scribner's in 1886.[1] The accompanying illustrations by Reginald Birch set fashion trends and Little Lord Fauntleroy also set a precedent in copyright law when in 1888 its author won a lawsuit against E. V. Seebohm over the rights to theatrical adaptations of the work. -wikipediag.org

CINDERELLA - We all know her right? Diffrent faces but only one name. But my fave is that series/ character/ face. I remember when I had my first surgery - that was 2nd yr highschool (I was 14 yrs old) I always asked my older sister how the story goes and she told me what happened till I fell asleep aheee ^__^ . But you know the meaning of her name?

Cinderella or The Little Glass Slipper (French: Cendrillon, ou La petite Pantoufle de Verre; Spanish: Cenicienta, literally greyish) -arabic-cartoons

HEIDI - I love her dubbed cute voice suppppperrr haha... It's very funny. I can't forget her red dots in her face, her chubby doggy and the way she shouts her grandfather's tagalog name "LOLO AL, LOLO AL". I always teased my classmate which is also my co-officemate named Molit Heidi, everytime I see her I always say the words (in tiny voice) LOLO AL, LOLO AL and she starts laughing haha..I'm surprised they have cents coin of her hmmmm...

Heidi's Years of Wandering and Learning (German: Heidis Lehr- und Wanderjahre), usually abbreviated Heidi, is a novel about the events in the life of a young girl in her grandfather's care, in the Swiss Alps. It was written as a book "for children and those who love children" as quoted from its subtitle in 1880 by Swiss author Johanna Spyri. Two sequels, Heidi Grows Up and Heidi's Children, were not written by Spyri, but by her English translator, Charles Tritten. The Heidi book is among the best-known works of Swiss literature. -wikipedia.org

I never knew that she's originate in Germany.. And so I asked mishy's german boyriend and he says: "Yes I know her of course, I watched her when I was a kid and yes she has a cents coin"... WICKED~!!! Heidi on a CHF 50 Swiss commemorative coin, 2001.

TAMAHOME of Fushigi Yugi - Oh boy! Very handsome indeed. I was crazy about him when I was in highschool. I just wished that he was REAL haha.. Fushigi Yugi was really an intruging and some kinda sexy series and I love it. I didn't skipped even one episode of this but suddenly it was all disappear unfinished like bubbles in GMA (one of the tv channels) and I was totally as in totally pissed off. I don't know where to watch after. =( It was all about LOVE!! Turn between two lovers in one girl. May the best man win! Very romantic~! Aheeee ^__^

AIRA KIRISAWA (Fūko Kirisawa) of Flame of Recca - Aside of her cute school outfit and power gadget, I like her because she's a tomboyish-catty-tough woman. Recca has a very cool flaming arms power which is the 7dragons (love to have a tatoo one of them next timehehe) and no one believe him coz recca has "unsteady" attitude who loves a woman so much. It has a lot of twist and I find aira's /fuko's power sexy. I do have a drawings of Morikawa Ganko (or LOLA in Phil.), I draw it while it was aired on tv - i just draw once in all of my life. And I collected cards of them and it's all disappear now, I dont know. And guess what.. I memories their opening theme song haha..

Jericho (or Prince Koenma) of Ghost Fighter (YuYu Hakusho) - This is the first Japanese Anime that I saw and from then on I became addicted to anime. How can I forget Eugene's power words "REI-GUN!". I know you wondering "of all the characters why Jericho / Koenma? who has this creepy pacifier" haha.. Coz all the people that time their fave was one of the main characters, so for me to be "unique" I choose him haha. So the time I saw him transformed into a young guy, with his name in forehead tattoo - I found him cute haha.. and cutie when he was back to his kid figure lol...

this is him in real

the transformation

And last but not the least SPONGE BOB - hihi.. cute color, yellow. Though I'm not a light-color fan, I do love sponge bob coz of his unique SQUARENESS.. haha..

So that's it! hmmmmm what else??? Well I'll edit it if I forgot someone ^__^.

And I notice now that anime or any cartoon series are no longer aired on TV. Most series now are all real people and some are non-sense story and VAMPIRE! hahayyy... I just hope they will bring back those cartoon stories for the children of this generation.

So how about you? what is your fave cartoon characters??

Unknown Invitations

2010-12-06T10:54:00.034+08:00

There's this someone I dont know who keep on adding me in YM (Yahoo Messenger) and I keep on ignoring him/her, maybe a VIRUS? (coz I always get virus invitations before and it pisses me off) but I doubt! Coz it has different names.

I keep on wondering who the heck is this coz last time he/she added me was the day he/she made that yahoo account- that was 09/08/2010 in different name and we have this little arguments coz I keep on asking her/him repeated different questions and he/she gave me an inconsistent answers. I didn't add him/her and chatted first just to make sure if I knew him and I found out and concluded that he/she was a totally a STRANGER! You think I don't remember?? At this moment I'll hide your name, next time I'll show it and list down all of the names you used.

Whoever you are just... STOP BUGGING ME UP! and if you're one of my friends just tell me so that I'll add you on my list. I am more careful now in everything in my account in internet and I'll make sure I know them coz you'll never know there are people in the world who will try to ruin your life or spying you. In short INVISIBLE ENEMIES ARE EVERYWHERE so be clever and wear hundreds of eyes.

Like for example some of my friends- some people impersonate their Facebook Account and posting FOUL words, ruin their names, their reputations and posting some malicious lines and they always freaked out. So we helped them report those fake users to the Admin. So I told them to be wise and careful in everything and hide it or make it more private and just make sure you knew the person before adding them and they always took my advice but it's too late someone already ruined them.

SO AGAIN YOU PEOPLE
BE VERY CAREFUL!
with Unknown Invitations coz you'll never know what they can do to ruin you. Make sure you knew the person before adding them and make your account more private as possible as it can be.
Just a friendly reminder.

talk / signs

2010-12-03T16:58:00.004+08:00

you drove me, nearly drove me out of my head while you never shed a tear. well, you can cry me a river. i cried a river over you.
-michael bublé

Cycle of Human Being.. lol

2010-12-02T08:38:00.001+08:00

HILARIOUS!! Now I know we will end up as Pig haha

talk / signs

2010-12-01T13:42:00.007+08:00

...you don't have to say, what you did, I already know, I found out from (her), Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be... You told me you loved me why did you leave me, all alone...(boy) I refuse, you must have me confused with some other (girl)...I know that they say that somethings are better left unsaid it wasn't like you only talked to (me) and you know it, dont act like you dont know it... You should've picked honesty then you may not have blown it...Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn to cry...

-justin timberlake

The damage is done so I guess I be leaving

talk / signs

2010-11-30T13:16:00.006+08:00

I got my pride, I will not cry but it's making me weak. I'm not your SUPERWOMAN. I'm not that kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is okay. Boy I am only human
-karyn white

talk / signs

2010-11-30T12:47:00.002+08:00

"...got to believe in magic,
tell me how 2 people find each other in the world that full of strangers..."

- david pomeranz

make sense?

2010-11-26T22:09:00.005+08:00

chronic insomnia??? T__T.. for the first time at this long...

2010-11-26T07:04:00.011+08:00

I'm suffering Sleeping Disorder for less than a month now. I don't know but my mind is so active in evening, lot of random thoughts sinking in and I can't hardly control it. I was just lie on bed and wide-awake and I'm not totally sleepy knowing I was too active in day light coz of my work-outs. This is my first time having a long period in difficulty in sleeping and I ended up as Anemic the last time I checked my hemoglobin last week. I was not anemic before and because of that I'm starting to get worried about this. Apparently, I am not just sleeping late or whatsoever. I am totally awake until morning and not feeling tired or heavy-head. I just feel that my body is so stress. I don't know why this is happening and I don't know what to do to cure this. I don't wanna go to physicians and prescribed again some medicine and I'm pretty sure they'll give me Sleeping Pills which I'm afraid of.

At first, I just thought it was just because of the coffee that I drank that's why I can't sleep well but then days goes by it became worst than ever.

My effin' God, what should I do?? T__T.. I can't be like this for another week(s). My friends and family helping me advice what to do. I already transfer to my sister's room coz she's not here but it's still the same. My bed always looks like visited by tornado coz I keep on rolling and rolling and rolling.

I need a mind controller coz I know the cause of this...and that is my crowded mind =(

And as you can see, I'm posting this early in the morning right? I don't have sleep yet but still my mind really work as fire. =(

Sleeping Disorder and Depression:

It has been stated at many places that depression can cause insomnia.
However, in my clinical experience, the vice-versa is also valid:
Long-standing insomnia or sleeplessness can often cause depression.

Sleep disturbances and depression are anything but strange bed fellows. Nearly all depressed individuals experience sleep problems. Indeed, early-morning awakening is a hallmark of the mood disorder. - depression-guide.com

True to life story

2010-11-25T12:15:00.013+08:00

Do you remember what it feels like to be a young girl? When our parents would read to us those precious books we call fairytales, before we went to bed every night? We would laugh and smile, and we couldn't wait to grow up because we innocently thought that we would all get to become beautiful princesses. We couldn't wait to find our white horse princes who would save us from the monsters we were afraid of. We wanted to go to those dreamy balls and dance the night away. We wanted to live happily ever after. And now that we're grown up, we've realised that not everyone is as beautiful as a princess. Sure, we're all beautiful in our own ways, but it's sad that not everyone can see that. Now that we're grown up, we've realised that our "white horse prince" could be a geek in tin foil, or a jerk we don't end well with. Usually, boys cause more problems for us than actually helping us through them. Now that we're grown up, we've realised that the monsters are not hiding under our beds on in our cupboards; they're in our heads, and no one can save us from them. Now that we're grown up, we've realised that those dreamy balls could be parties where people get drunk and do all sorts of crazy reckless things. Now that we're grown up, we've realised that we get hurt. And most of the time, no one actually cared. Heartbreaking, isn't it, how the beautiful pure innocence of a child gets shattered so easily as they grow up. It's such a fragile thing. Something that is always destroyed over time. Something no one can protect and preserve. I think that's the saddest thing in the world and the saddest thing for being a girl.
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talk / signs

2010-11-18T15:36:00.022+08:00

WOULD I BE OUT OF LINE IF I SAID
"I MISS YOU"?
-Incubus

The Prince is getting Married! Love is in the Air ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-11-17T08:13:00.010+08:00

Prince William is now engaged to Kate Middleton!!! OUCH!!!! haha... Wish them happiness!! Hope they will be forever ^___^ ... Now I wonder how does it feel to be a Princess and wife of a Prince?? hmmmm.... Well Prince Harry is still single hahahahaha.... hmmmmm hahaha...

CLICK HERE TO VIEW MORE PICS

TO VIEW VIDEOS ABOUT KATE AND THEIR INTERVIEWS CLICK HERE

Filipino's Pride

2010-11-14T13:56:00.015+08:00

PACQUIAO WINSSSSSSSSSSS WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.... I LOVE THE CROWD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WELL WHAT'S NEW?? HE'S ALWAYS THE WINNER!!!!! GOD I LOVE IT!!!

Facebook and Twitter are now FLOODING
about Pacquaio... rofl

I feel so sad on Margarito's face huhu.. OUCH!! huhu =(

Click here to view Pictures from the game

Pacquiao vs Margarito. Who would it be??? I bet for manny as usual hehe and I know he wins, no doubt at it...

2010-11-14T10:12:00.007+08:00

The Philippine World will now STOP for a while for Manny Pacquiao's game. It is always his game who could only stop everything in here. All sunday workers are now on holiday. People watch here as one or in any places that have thousands of people with big screen to witness it. I prefer to watch at home hehehe.

SO GOOD LUCK MANNY!!!!! GO PHILIPPINES!!!!WIN WIN WIN!!!

Oprah with Katherine Jackson and Michael Jackson's kids: Prince, Paris and Blanket and also Lisa Marie Presley Interview about Michael

2010-11-11T21:42:00.022+08:00

For the first time they speak up on TV just in OPRAH!

I just watched these and it breaks my heart. Especially the part where Katherine cried while she was talking about Michael and the kids where Paris says "I don't wanna live without you dad, I wanna go with you..." It really tears me up swear to God!!! I really do have low tolerance when it comes to crying, when someone is crying and the story is so sad - tears really easily fall down on my face, you know.... it's hard to explain coz I know you can hardly understand what I truly feel or say, but this is what I really am. I'm kinda emotional when it comes to feelings, I mean sad feelings. I easily get affected especially to good people, but if you are bad person and you cried I would be happy that you are sad haha.. My bad, but yeah, I have soft heart to nice, kind and good people who went through alot in their lives.

Here it is:

Katherine Jackson Opens Up to Oprah Winfrey 11/08/10
: Part 1/3

Oprah "...time heals all wounds is that been true to you...?
Katherine: "No, not at all. I don't think it will. I don't think I would ever be healed... Whenever I can talk about Michael I just tear up... "

That's heartbreaking. I know it's not easy....T__T

PART 2/3

I just felt so bad to his father Joe, he can't admit that he used to beat hard Michael tho Katherine already told him that he did. And the worst is he didn't regret of beating his children. That's sooo (i dont know what's the exact word) like some kinda ridiculous, some kinda bad, you get what I mean???? No wonder why Michael hate him.

PART 3/3

I like the kids, I found them very down to earth like their father. They are so strong.

Lisa Marie Presley with Oprah on Michael Jackson 10/21/10
Part 1

PART 2

PART 3

Lisa Marie seems nice person, maybe she was just like a bit confused, pressured that time coz she was young and went through a lot coz of his father, previous husband. But you know, REGRET always place in the last portion/part.

It's been a year but still people feel so sad about MJ's lost and I'm one of them.

Life - Des'ree ------- OH LIFE!!!! sigh

2010-11-11T15:36:00.005+08:00

HAHAY WHAT A LIFE...

I'm afraid of the dark,
'specially when I'm in a park
And there's no-one else around,

Ooh, I get the shivers
I don't want to see a ghost,
It's a sight that I fear most
I'd rather have a piece of toast
And watch the evening news

Chorus:
Life, oh life, oh life, oh life,
doo, doot doot dooo.
Life, oh life, oh life, oh life,
doo, doot dooo

I'm a superstitious girl,
I'm the worst in the world
Never walk under ladders,
I keep a rabbit's tail

I'll take you up on a dare,
Anytime, anywhere
Name the place, I'll be there,
Bungee jumping, I don't care!
(Repeat Chorus)

So after all is said and done
I know I'm not the only one
Life indeed can be fun, if you really want to

Sometimes living out your dreams,
Ain't as easy as it seems
You wanna fly around the world,
In a beautiful balloon!!!!

2010-11-09T15:54:00.000+08:00

Big WOW @__@ to INCEPTION!!!!!

2010-11-08T19:24:00.024+08:00

GOD!! INCEPTION GIVES ME BRAIN MALFUNCTION!!! especially ending haha... I love that kind of movie, you have to analyze such things. Full of twist! Mind controller/creator. It challenged my brain and mind! I LOVE IT!!! What a brilliant movie!!! I watched all Leonardo movie and it was all nice, whenever he's the main character it's always been an awesome one!!! Oh boy, would you believe I keep on shouting all the time and open mouth while watching? hahaha... My mom laughed at me saying "what kind of movie did you watch that makes you like funny statue??!" haha...

I just watched it just this moment on DVD. How I wish I watched it on 3D theater. Well, never had a chance coz of some things happened. So, if I was amazed on tv how much more in 3D??? T___T

My sister was so funny! After we watched she said: "what's my name??" haha, crazy one...

the only horror movie that gives me goosebumps

2010-11-07T20:55:00.007+08:00

You know what! The first, one and only Horror Movie that really made me shout as hell as I can, shakes everything inside of me, fur raises as straight as it was, was only "PARANORMAL ACTIVITY!!!".

Damn that movie! Oh boy! It was last February in our house in Singapore with FULL VOLUME and LIGHTS OFF!! Imagine that!! While were having bday party, one of our friends suggested to watch the DVD. At first I was like "It's boring!" (nobody told me it was horror-well I never heard it before so it was unknown for me). But when the middle portion came, I can't get rid my eyes on the TV! I was holding with my friend mitch. We were, I think more than 15 in our house. I was sitting on the floor coz obviously there was no space for me at all lol. I kept on shouting, even our guy friends became gays hahaha... It was very hilarious! SCARY TO DEATH! When the party was over, only me and mitch sleep in our room. I can't freakin sleep. The lights was on! And I can't sleep with lights open. I was very very sleepy but then it awakes me everytime I fell asleep. I tried to off the lights but the portion of "pulling foot" in paranormal keeps on rewinding in my head. I was paranoid maybe someone would pull me out. It was morning already when I totally asleep, I woke up late in the evening.

And now again PARANORMAL ACTIVITY 2???!!. I should watch it in morning!! I was traumatize hahaha....WISH ME LUCK!!

2010-11-07T09:37:00.003+08:00

If you hate, do not hate the person as a whole, rather only the things they said or do that hurt you. This way, it will leave a bigger room for forgiveness and another chance.

...........................

I'm trying to forget things. But the more I tried, the more they sink in.

...........................

Do not judge other people, for you do not know their pain and sorrows, if you cannot speak a kind word, just shut the hell up!

-mimot

WOW!! Whatta House: 'the klein bottle house' by rob mcbride

2010-11-06T11:55:00.004+08:00

the klein bottle house is located in rye, australia and designed by rob mcbride. the unusual home design was inspired by its namesake: the klein bottle. this 19th century invention is used to describe a form which has no distinguishable inside or outside. the architects also wanted to move away from the paradigm of designing buildings based on orthogonal methods and instead embrace the complexity inherent with computer aided design (cad). while the design embraced mathematics and digital design it also references the vernacular australian cement sheet beach house. the house recently won the harold desbrowe-annear award in architecture. it is made from concrete sheets and black metal, which are both folded and twisted to create the multitude of angles.

http://www.mcbridecharlesryan.com.au

via designboom.com

talk / signs

2010-11-03T16:44:00.010+08:00

London-Singapore same structure

2010-11-03T08:14:00.013+08:00

When I was in Singapore I was amazed of this big-huge Ferris Wheel in Marina Bay. I think it took 1 hour to rotate that big circle. They call it "THE EYE".

So, I searched about London coz like I said I am too much inlove with London (coz of london bridge kid song hehe). And I saw they have the same "EYE". Here it is:

I was like "which one built first?". I just thought maybe Singapore like London or just copy it like Macau-Las Vegas. But then it says in the history something about "British Colony in Singapore", so maybe those british there built that EYE in Singapore.

and here look:

hmmmm... What you think?

So how about the Big Clock? ^___^

personal life

2010-11-03T07:37:00.009+08:00

(April 6, 1920 - March 16, 2005)

We have the same Zodiac Sign: Aries. Now I know why we have something in common in attitude.

We went to Grandpa’s (mom side) tomb last night. While we were praying, I talked to him in silence in my mind everything that happened in my life. Asked him to tell God some secret favor of me coz he’s closer to Him. We have soft heart when it comes to my grandpa coz he lived with us till the last day of his life. We were the one who took care of him when he was so sick and He sometimes appear in my dream.

He used to call me "babaeng kuratat" everytime he wakes me up, it means naughty girl in sweet and funny voice hehe.

Nurse Robot act like Human

2010-11-02T16:25:00.010+08:00

WOW... Robot!! Humanity is DOOMED!!!

She look so real!! I wanna have a robot friend, sounds so cool hihihi
BRAVO JAPAN!!!! You guys are awesome when it comes to technology stuff.

This is a robot created by Kokoro Co. Ltd. and ATR. It is called the Actroid-F. It can do human like movements with almost human like movement. This includes face movements, gestures, speaking, and other movements. It is truly a robot ahead of its time. - youtube description

I have something to tell you - I was a Robocop fanatic when I was a kid. hihi... ssshhh lol

let's talk about love

2010-11-02T12:25:00.010+08:00

It's hard to LOVE the person you DON'T LOVE but it's harder NOT TO LOVE the person you DO LOVE. -mimot

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If you love someone, tell them. Because hearts are often broken by words that are left unspoken.- [selfish sacrifice and selfless sacrifice~ sacrifice for nothing instead lose someone precious to you...]- Lily Luna Potter

2010-11-02T09:41:00.002+08:00

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via bojoy's tumblr

See You Soon - Coldplay

2010-11-01T21:48:00.002+08:00

planning for new cribs

2010-10-31T14:22:00.020+08:00

Hey guys!

Thanks for visiting my site and to my valued visitors thanks a lot, you made me happy when I read your messages via email, I never really knew that I have all of you. I just wanted to say that I'm planning to change or make a new blog site using Wordpress that would be linkable to my personal website which is still on process (pending for how many years coz of laziness hehe). I'm still working on it coz I'm currently confused on what design to use and my own prospect photos are still not been taken, still looking for the nice spot. Though I'm not a Wordpress junky coz frankly, I don't know how to use it lol, I'm a bit confused in functionality, though I have account there but I'm not using it, all you can see there is "Hello World" lol.

The major reason why is that My Adsense is no longer functioning for nearer a year and it frustrates me to bring it back. I don't know what to do anymore, been trying to solve but then it's still the same, Still can't access and as you can see adsense portion is blank. I still don't know why it became like that. And I do have random posts in here, so I want something categories by subject. And also consider for some confidential-personal reasons.

I'll still do some SEO and Link Building in my new sites, so you can still search me hehe. By the way thanks to my co-workers before in teaching me how. They are really good in it coz it's their job. I found myself annoying in asking them haha coz I really want to learn. I should have applied Virtual Assistant than Graphic Designer before.

So as of now, I am still continue to post here and one day I'll post the addresses of my "New Cribs".

Thanks alot,
Mimot (Admin)

HAPPY HOLLOWEEN!!!!

2010-10-31T14:08:00.004+08:00

whoa Kobe you're the MAN!!!

2010-10-28T15:58:00.002+08:00

FLY KOBE FLY!!!!

MUST WATCH MOTORCYCLE RECORD!!!!!

2010-10-26T22:47:00.011+08:00

Oh my GOD!!!!! This is UNBELIEVABLE!!!

He is Robbie Maddison who jumped his motorcycle last 2008 New Year's Eve to the top of the Arc de Triomphe at the Paris Las Vegas.

It really looks like suicide when he came down OMG~!!!! But HE DID IT~!!! FREAKIN' AWESOME!!

Copy Paste??!!

2010-10-25T21:35:00.015+08:00

Last July I saw this Billboard of Ms. Kris Aquino (Metathione) in Matina street in Davao City, Philippines.

But then I remember: "I think I saw that pose before". When I searched it on my magazine collection (one by one), I saw this one in ELLE Magazine - November 2001 Edition (DIOR).

I just remember now about this stuff.

For 2nd look:

So, what do you think??? tsk tsk...

Big Heart for Filipino from Canadian Model

2010-10-23T14:23:00.053+08:00

You know what, I just wanted to say something (Finally!) about this Canadian Model named Andrew Philip II. He's from Quebec Montreal specifically. I noticed him first at my friends Facebook Wall where she posted a youtube video of him where he made some comments about the hostage tragedy of chinese in Philippines a couple of months ago. Here:

I found him cute coz really he is right? (nobody would disagree to me on this lol). So I started searching about him coz as what I've read all through out internet he has a BIG HEART to Filipinos. So I added him in my Facebook and when he confirmed me, I saw bunch of Filipino people in his friends list, walls, videos, photos, etc. everywhere in his account. I was like "Is this for real?? I think he's filipino or half-filipino or whatever. (but trust me, neither of those he is. In short HE IS NOT!!)", so I said "Wow this is first time". So everytime he update his Facebook(as himself), hundreds of comments appeared on it, although I wanna be part on that "comment" crowd but I didnt wrote any coz I'm pretty sure everyday my notifications would be hundreds. So I'm just enjoying viewing and reading some of it. From that then, I found him interesting. I keep on telling myself, "I wanna meet him one day in person (as in one on one LMFAO) if I'll go to canada and I'm gonna marry him ahahaha". So I asked my friend (who's working in Vancouver) of how many hours travel from Vancouver to Quebec, Montreal and she said 5 straight hours via plane. I was like "WHAT????!!! Canada would be so big if that's the case, and she said, "yeah canada is big" and she asked me "why" coz that was the first time she heard about me got interested of canada knowing I am too much inlove of London. I just told her "coz there's this guy from there who admire filipino so much and sounds like he has a filipino blood where infact he is purely not." Then she uttered a name "Is that Andrew Philip?" and I said "yeah you know him?" she said "yeah I've heard him everywhere here and he has lots of filipino friends." So I said "so I'm behind? LOL".

Frankly, when I saw his pictures he seemed so familiar to me. It's like "I think I saw him before somewhere". So while looking at his photos in FB, I saw a caption in one of it saying (I forgot the exact words but it was like this): "... blah blah blah... Belle Mundo Models... blah blah blah". So I said "Belle Mundo???". Which the founder/president is Filipino-Canadian. So I went to belle mundo's website and I saw him there as #1 in the list. I KNEW IT!!!! Coz I do have canadian friend who lived in Quebec, Montreal also which is also working with belle mundo (small world ayt?!), but we dont have any communications anymore now coz of different lives. So I asked him (after a long time) and he said "I never met him(andrew) in person and never had encounter him in any of the photo shoots." So I was like "Ok."

So now again, I saw this video in his profile just this moment and I am amazed of his filipino accent. And guess what He love filipino food soooo much~!! He was like Filipino soul in white guy body hahaha. WOW~!!!

It's really nice to know that a guy like him love to be part of us Filipino.

So I just wanted to say to him if maybe someday he can read this article (I hope not, I'm shy haha) "till we meet Andrew! hahaha... Nice to know you.
CHEERS MATE!!!!!!"

By the way, here he is:

this was in canada (with filipino people)

Note: I dont own any of these pictures. I grabbed them from his Facebook account.

He admire Ms. Venus Raj (Philippine candidate for Miss Universe 2010 - 4th runner-up). He was once showed in Sweet Life (Philippine Tv Program) when the guess was Venus Raj and they feature Andrew's message for her.. I feel so ...... ______ secret aheeee ^___^ . Iza Calsado (tv host) describe him as "he's just not cute but also smart and sensitive". (she's definitely right). I think she likes him hehehe.

I've heard he's in Philippines right now (October 25, 2010). A lot of fans welcomed him.

Filipino consider his name as Andrew Philipino. hmmmm coincidence??? or meant to be???

P.S my sister says "he's handsome" hahaha... adios~!!!

Charice is frickin hilarious ... 0.0

2010-10-23T10:48:00.004+08:00

Charice Pempengco impersonate Lady Gaga, Rihanna, Britney, Justin Bieber and The Chipmunks!! hahaha.. She's awesome no matter what!! ... I love the interviewer, she's lovely, love the way she laugh haha.

Eloquent Lyrics

2010-10-22T12:52:00.007+08:00

LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE by Jet

WHAT HAVE YOU DONE by Within Temptation

Drawings Everywhere :)

2010-10-21T19:00:00.012+08:00

If you guys amazed (coz I was) on the ARTIST on SANDS
in my previous posts.
HOW MUCH MORE THIS?!!
Here's the ARTIST on WATER!!!
whew~!!!! such a talented people...

and this one a SAND ART in BOTTLE!!!!

and have you heard about JULIEN BEEVER???!!!!
An English-Belgium 3D chalk street artist!!! here's his works!!!
I wanna see these in person!!! T__T

WOW! AMAZING!
I LOVE ART!!!

cont. pictorials @the beach ^___^ (selected)

2010-10-16T22:54:00.008+08:00

...

with my friend mishy
taken and edited by me aheeee ^___^

2010-10-16T10:49:00.003+08:00

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Stealing or copying others talent/work is unprofessionalism

2010-10-15T12:33:00.006+08:00

I made this post because while I was viewing and amazed of camillo's work in hip hop dancing as you can see in my previous post, I ended up on this video:

You know what this is illegal! Camillo and crew should make some legal actions about this. This is really not right. They should show some respect to the owner. This is unfair as the Afterschool Choreographer making money out of it in stealing other's talent or work. If he/she (afterschool choreographer) loves/like camillo's stepping he/she should mentioned some credits to them. They should be lucky then that they(camillo's crew) didn't make any legal actions about it coz if they say so, they(afterschool's choreographer) would definitely lose, I'll tell you.

This is the consequences of internet, you wouldn't know who are those people copying or stealing your works and own as theirs. This is worst coz this is public/business and the whole world might see it. tsk tsk such a disgrace!!

This made me miss dancing soooo muchhhh T__T

2010-10-15T11:18:00.006+08:00

wow @_@.. Nice moves!! I like the stepping.. Wanna go back in dancing T__T

pictorials @the beach ^____^

2010-10-14T21:42:00.002+08:00

more pictures to come hihi

2010-10-13T22:07:00.005+08:00

you should wear pair of eyes at
the back of your head
coz you'll never know who your
enemies are in disguise.
eyes infront can see but cant
spotted the real.
BE CLEVER.

-by mimot

2010-10-12T21:44:00.004+08:00

i dont give a damn on what
other people say...
they dont give healthy mind anyway.

from the movie Hachiko

2010-10-12T18:29:00.006+08:00

what a nice line from a father T__T.
wish i have dad or brother like that.

I watched this twice. The first one was last august and today.
It's a very touching true to life story from japan.
That's why I named my puppy SACHI :D
and she was watching also infront of tv hehe so cute.

my litte SACHI ^___^

2010-10-12T11:13:00.003+08:00

i kept looking for her and i found her in garage aheee ^___^

2010-10-12T07:45:00.000+08:00

__My New Way Of Living__

Evanescence in Manila~!!!

looks real @.@

CHEATERS~!!!!!!!!

GINGER THE GENIUS DOG!! hihi

NYE's RED ♥ ♥ ♥

missing my diaries is never easy :(

SITUATION --Part 2.. for her, from him.

SITUATION.

Burj Khalifa, Dubai 2012 Fireworks

Today My Life Begins ♥ ♥ ♥

2012.. phew time ran so fast~!

"BITTER" "BETTER"

Daddy, you can let go now

Chasing Pavements - Adele

Septic Shock

A Prayer for the Victims of Typhoon Sendong in Mindanao

Cagayan De Oro, Philippines devastated by deadly typhoon Sendong

........

my deep prayer

SMILE

from japan’s inspiring true to life story of "HACHIKO"

a letter for all the stupid girls

✿◕‿◕✿ MY LIFE ✿◕‿◕✿

me me me me ^___^

New Field :D

Pyromusical Competition International @ Mall of Asia Philippines 2/12/'11

HAPPY HEARTS DAY~!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥

my new nail polish... aheeee love it ♥ ♥ ♥

very touching story that made me cry

I ♥ A

DOLPHINE~!!!! 1/16/11

yes, BETTER THAN LAST YEAR T.T

Happy New Year TO ALL~!!! time run so fast ...hahayz

talk / signs

Merry Christmas to ALL~!!

talk / signs

David Beckham wins Lifetime Achievement Award of BBC Sports

talk / signs

riddle of feelings

talk / signs

Pinay freed in Australia after 'drugs' found to be iced tea

mah fave cartoon characters

Unknown Invitations

talk / signs

Cycle of Human Being.. lol

talk / signs

talk / signs

talk / signs

make sense?

chronic insomnia??? T__T.. for the first time at this long...

True to life story

talk / signs

The Prince is getting Married! Love is in the Air ♥ ♥ ♥

Filipino's Pride

Pacquiao vs Margarito. Who would it be??? I bet for manny as usual hehe and I know he wins, no doubt at it...

Oprah with Katherine Jackson and Michael Jackson's kids: Prince, Paris and Blanket and also Lisa Marie Presley Interview about Michael

Life - Des'ree ------- OH LIFE!!!! *sigh*

Big WOW @__@ to INCEPTION!!!!!

the only horror movie that gives me goosebumps

WOW!! Whatta House: 'the klein bottle house' by rob mcbride

talk / signs

London-Singapore same structure

personal life

Nurse Robot act like Human

let's talk about love

See You Soon - Coldplay

planning for new cribs

HAPPY HOLLOWEEN!!!!

whoa Kobe you're the MAN!!!

MUST WATCH MOTORCYCLE RECORD!!!!!

Copy Paste??!!

Big Heart for Filipino from Canadian Model

Charice is frickin hilarious ... 0.0

Eloquent Lyrics

Drawings Everywhere :)

cont. pictorials @the beach ^___^ (selected)

Stealing or copying others talent/work is unprofessionalism

This made me miss dancing soooo muchhhh T__T

pictorials @the beach ^____^

My New Way Of Living

Life - Des'ree ------- OH LIFE!!!! sigh