Thursday, September 30, 2010

Liky like it One Republic .. ♡ ♡ ♡

actually i recorded the Apologize with me singing aheee..
But I would not post it anywhere, it's a disaster ahaha..


I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess

Till all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect LIE
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

My God,
amazing how we got this far
It's like were chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so


Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Cute Shirt ^___^

Finally! I watched, I mean we (mitch and me) Resident Evil 4. I liky like it aheee^___^ .. I was like DAMN HE'S SO HOT (Wentworth Miller). Then we went shopping and I love these stuff.

These are my favorite: It only costs USD$9 (cheap isn't it and cutie)

and these are hilarious haha

Then dinner and took a walk with mitch and started talking about alot of stuff on the road while drinking some cold chocolate shake till we arrived to her house, she already moved to downtown area. I really like it, its kinda peaceful and worry free (It's really nice to have a friend beside you not just for good times only). We talked alot of stuff: personal, emotional, funny, naughty and crazy things we did, laughing moment, joking and especially about the next country we'll go this coming Christmas and New Year. We missed it so much those craziness we did before lol. We miss partying, being drunk and get wasted haha. We miss everything, we quite bored here that's why. We don't go out in some hangout places here coz we don't like it.

And now I just got home and sooooo sleepy. Nytie night ^___^

Isn't it Ironic?
We ignore the ones who adore us,
adore the ones who ignore us,
love the ones who hurt us and
hurt the ones that love us...‌

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

F1 Grand Prix Singapore 2010


I frickin' HATE people changing plans to the last minute. That kind of attitude is IDIOTIC!
They give shit in my head.

Prison Break Hunk Wentworth Miller in BIG Screen : Resident Evil 4

My ex-co-worker Aubrey posted some info about Wentworth Miller in my wall in Facebook. Stated there the article about him as GAY. She couldn't hardly believe it coz yeah he is so damn handsome right? But you know almost all handsome guys are BI. I told her yes he's gay, he admitted on a magazine (dont know what magazine it was, i just read it on net before while prison break was airing and saw some evidence). He's my crush and he did helped me before to forget my stupid ex boyfriend by watching prison break on DVD, he was so fuckin HOT there, that's why I adore him so much hahaha... He also came from a respectable family. His father and some siblings are lawyer. He's Elite. And he's Intelligent which is a BIG PLUS!!! ^__^. Well I dont care if he's gay or not. He got talent, looks, brain. He's near 40 but still god damn hot! whew~!

She said he's in RESIDENT EVIL 4.. I said How come? the last time I saw him, he was fat. And she said, "NO HE'S NOT. He's so handsome there." So google time and saw this:

He really back for being HUNKABLE.

Look at his standing position.
Obvious Gay eh? huhu T_T..
WHYYYYY??? huhu

He was like this before after Prison Break:

with his rumored Boyfriend.. T_T huhu

Maybe he did worked out so hard for this movie. Good thing he did coz he's a big "SAYANG" if he's not handsome as before hahahaha....

I still didnt saw Resident Evil 4. Actually I dont know there's part 4 haha. I'm not updated anymore in movie coz im kinda busy.

But I still dont know if I'll watch. Coz I'm afraid I'll go CRAZY or GAGA again of Wentworth. I did get over him before and I wont let that thing "CRAZY" will happen to me again coz of him hahahahahaha.... Especially now he's in big screen ... NOOOOOOOOOO huhuhuhu... I can't sleep again hahahahaha...

What a Lucky Girl!!
He really such a SOFT-SPOKEN guy, so sexy!!


This is Cute. His eyes really killing me.

Now tell me who can resist this man????
Coz I CANT!!! lol
Im gonna watch Prison Break again starting tomorrow.
Gonna pull out those DVD off the cabinet and play to watch.
I miss Wentworth and Scofield.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Renewal of Passport .. tired! T_T

Experiencing the new implemented policies that was changed 3years ago in getting a passport was TIRING. We are the last batch of green passport before and now it's color maroon. You know what, we took 4 hours and half waiting in DFA (Department of Foreign Affairs) to renew my passport. Lot of people and really gives me a bad HEADACHE. Althu there's a protocol (5steps) but man it's by number and I'm #203.. T_T . I arrived around 11am and the number was #130, I was like WOW @_@. They said they called by 10. So I decided to wait. It was 2.30pm already when #201 - 210 announced. I'm so tired shit. I am sooooo impatient in long queue or long waiting. I thought after submission you'll proceed to payment then poof DONE. But OMG after you submit the requirements (which is just a photocopy of valid ID and old passport) you have to queue again for picture taking. Took me another hour. After that a long damn queue again for Cashier. Took me again another hour. I was like HELP!!!!!.. Well although you just have to sit and wait for your name for being called but...... actually this is my first time!! Stuff like this like NSO or NBI etc. I always process it in afternoon rather than in morning, why? coz going 1 hour before closing is the wisest idea, coz there's no longer a queue - expected people went early morning right? And just 3minutes you're done. THAT IS MY STYLE. No sweat! So to those people who says GOING EARLY IS BETTER TO GET THE NO.1 SPOT OR MORE FASTER - YOU ARE DEFINITELY WRONG. But today I went early coz that's what in my sched says but shittttt... That's why I consider this as first time experienced of long queue. Getting passport before was more easier. You just have to compile all the requirements, then submit then pay then DONE! But now it's different since they changed the policies. SOOOOOO TIRED and HUNGRY. So we went to mall and I saw Mayor Rodrigo Duterte my all time favorite mayor.. weeeeee.. I was dreaming since college that I would love to have a pictures with him together coz he's really my IDOL. But too bad he walked really fast haha, You know naman me can't walk really fast and straight haha.. Living here for 24 years, I never seen him eversince just today grrrr... and after that we went to my cousins house and we just came home a while ago.

T_T Hahay Whatta day! Claiming will be this Oct. 28.

Friday, September 24, 2010

The very first picture after the accident happened 4 months ago

The PARTNERS IN CRIME hehehehe...
During the wedding today...
Mitch so tan coz she just came from the beach with her boyfriend...
I'll go sunbathing next time aheeeeee...

they said it looks like nothing happened.. the legs are okay and no scars..well its in front that's why they cant see it coz im in side position.. the size also is different from left side, thats small if you seen it in personal.. it needs more exercise and i'm still working on it.. very very soon.

Points of View of a thing called "Love"

While I was walking, I stopped for a while and thought of things I don't have. Then I realized that the happiest of all people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we're missing until it arrives.

In the gateway of my heart I put a sign that says, "No Trespassing" but love came laughing and said, "I enter everywhere". Love knows no reason. Love knows no lies. Love defies reasons, love has no eyes, but love is not blind. It sees but it doesn't mind. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance and you find you still care for the person. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feelings. It should aspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. It starts with a smile, develops with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

When you love, you must not expect anything in return. If you do, you're not loving but investing. If you love; you must prepare to accept pain. For if you accept happiness you're not loving but using. Don't go for looks. It can deceive: don't go for wealth, even that fades away: go for someone who makes you smile, make a dark day seem bright.

The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not twist them to fit our own image otherwise we love only the reflections of ourselves we find in them. Never impress someone for the rest of your life.

A sad thing about life is that you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be, and you just have to let him go. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for the gift. We oftentimes don't see the reason why we don't always get what we want, but in the end of it all, we realize that what we wanted wasn't meant for us, after all, everything happens for a reason. When you feel down because you didn't get what you wanted, just sit tight and be happy because God is thinking of something better for you.

It hurts to love someone and not loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. It's always better to have found the courage in love even if you lose it in the end rather than never finding love because you were too afraid to face its challenge. The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we didn't take. If you think something will make you happy, go for it. Remember that you only pass this way once.

Love no matter how hard you find it, it won't… No matter how hard you try, you won't get it. But when you're about to give up, it comes. Sometimes the love we are looking for is right in front of us—too close for the eyes to see. So close, your eyes and heart see itself. There are things you love to hear but you can never hear it from a person who says it with his heart. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want him or her doesn't mean that they don't love you with all that they have. There are so many stars in the sky, only some are radiant to be noticed. Among those you choose to ignore is the one, which is willing to shine for you forever even if your glance remains elsewhere.

God never closes a door without opening a window. He always gives something better when He takes something away. Heartbreaks will last as long as you want and cut deep as you allow them to go. Challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. In relationship, thank God you're hurting or crying. There you are given a chance to measure the importance of the person because you experienced suffering. We have no right to ask when sorrows come, "Why this happens to me?", unless we ask the same question for every moment of happiness that comes our way. When God puts a tear in your eye, it's because He wants to put rainbow in your heart.

A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believe in the promise of love. No matter how long the time and distance. Never say goodbye when you still want to try. Never give up when you still feel you can take it. Never say you don't love the person anymore when you could not let go. True love doesn't have a happy ending, that's because true love doesn't have an ending.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

When Boredom Visits ME... Hello Survey as Usual ...

1.Your name plus "o" ?>
- Mimoto .. haha.. sounds like japanese

2. Two feelings at the moment ?>
- sleepy and curious

3. What are you listening to right now ?>
- noise of aircon brummmmmm..

4.A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now ?>"
- not myself tonight, tonight im not the same girl same girl

5. Describe where you are right now ?>
- bed, laptop, pillow - in short in my room

6. What is your highlight of the week ?>
- highlight... hmmm... ohhhh when me and mitch met after her vacation with her boyfriend.. we hang out and she told me everything happened and i had so much fun..

7. What are you craving to have rightnow ?>
- im craving for water, im sooo thirsty.. maybe long island ice tea haha

8. Any unforgettable childhood memory ?>
- whew a lot. hmmmm... when my teacher throw me an eraser when i was in 5th grade coz im talking and not listening to her but she didnt hit me hahaha.. im quick haha.. and other one was when me and my crush in 4th grade elementary we wrote letters on each other, we dont talk in the hallway we just replied and talked via pen and paper and he read it at the roof of their classroom alone.. sweet.. aheeeeee...

and other one hahahaha... when i was on 3rd grade there was a guy who courted me and i was like so innocent haha.. he sent me chocolates, flowers and 20pesos thru the window while were having our class. My classmates ate the chocolates and I got nothing haha.. Some of my them get the money and flowers. :D and I was just like "I dont care" haha..

9. A not-so-good childhood memory ?>
- when i fell on the chair while standing on it ..as in BANG!!! and i lose my teeth coz of shit big slippers i wore huhu...

10. What are your nicknames ?>
- mumu, mimu, mimot, langga, amimot

11. Your plans for tomorrow ?>
- attend wedding with mitch

12. Your two plans for today ?>
- sleep and dream

13. Are you thinking of someone rightnow ?>
- nope.

14. Do you party ?>

15. Do you like twins ?>
- my biggest dream ...

16. Fill in the blank "I am ..>
- sexy, i am hot, i am everything they're NOT... hahaha peace y'all

18. Say anything you like to say to whoever isreading>
- EAT THIS!! hahaha

19. Are you feeling hungry ?>
- kinda

20. Who do you miss ryt now ?>
- nothing. i'm NULL. haha

21. Last friend you saw online ?>
- alot. but mitch we chatted.

22. Are you in love?>
- NO!

23. What do you like about night ?>
- silence, time to relax.
ANTONYMS: time to party like a rockstar!!!! hahaah

24.If you were in a farm, what do you wantto see ?>
- flowers... full of flowers and i wanna lay down and feel the air... hahay

25. Last person who gave a testimonial toyou ?>
- hmmmm.. dont remember it....

26. Did you like it ?>
- like it what? haha

27. Do you play an instrument?
- yeah before, Bass. now nothing. no time.

28. What song did u last hear ?>
- Break Stuff - Limp Bizkit

The effect of BETRAYAL: How to TRUST again?

RE-POST from my personal blog:
Posted by M.I.M.O.T at 9/26/2008 01:39:00 AM

Somewhere along a couple's journey, betrayal may arise. There are a lot of possible reasons why this shit happens. It could be communication breakdown, one night stand, failure of fulfilling each others needs, frequent fights, insensitivity, selfishness and etc...

Now let me ask you, if it happens to you, I mean you've been betrayed what should you do? Will you quit breathing? or keep bleeding? hehe... well, they said that when you love you have to love everything and that includes the "dark side of the person". Nobody's perfect yeah? If you've been betrayed, never make decisions because you are in pain, getting over grief is a process so keep on grieving until the pain subside and what's next to that?

Moving on...

Moving on does not necessarily means goodbye or otherwise it can be goodbye. Decision is for you to take but be careful of the consequences of whatever decision you may take. When you chose to stay, then stop blaming yourself or blaming him for what happened it will never worked, according to Coleman a divorce specialist

"confront your doubts and fears. Instead of blaming, try to discover why the relationship wasn't as solid as either person believed."

This is if when you chose to save your relationship.

Have you heard any success story about love for the second time around? This is very difficult to achieve because TRUST is broken... If this may work, that is because two of you has worked hard for it, both of you have taken ownership for every issue that may provoke to bring back the past. Suspicious acts will drive you crazy which would awaken the pain you have had. Thus, it ain't easy.

One option is to totally move on and that is moving on to a new relationship. Just remember something before you get paranoid again with your new lover, "the person you meet is NOT the person who betrayed you". Being vigilant is different from being paranoid so instead remain to be cautious.

I just want to make a comment, why most woman (not all) is more open for forgiveness than man? When a woman betrayed a man the fraction to be forgiven is so little yet man can simply say I didn't betray or something I am just a MAN (defense mechanism yet its universal huh?) and that is BULLSHIT... (peace to all male readers out there...)

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Asking about VIRUS program algorithm??! ampft...

WOW I received an unknown message from unknown someone in my YM saying he want to ask something about VIRUS!!!! whew... I didnt add him, he's Vietnamese. He says he saw my email add in one website stating I'm looking for help about making virus and anti-virus. I cant remember swear to God what he talked about till he gave me the link: How to create virus using c++ . THAT WAS 6 YEARS AGO.. OMG!!

Damn I dont remember any that I posted something like that, even member of that forum. I dont have any clue or whatever, I really dont remember it, that sucks! But it sounds like me and I did gave my email add wow!. I dont usually give that add coz all I get is spam, so everyday I got thousands of email and I can't control it, that's why I made new one and personal.

All I can remember is that We had a project before about creating VIRUS and ANTI-VIRUS, I think 2nd year college coz yeah I graduated 2006 and that's 2004. He asked me to give him my program. I was like WHAT???? Actually, I dont have now the copy and I already forgot how to create virus. As far as I can remember the program was in the unit of school lab where we used to have our class. That was the time we got a MEMO from principal about viruses in LAB haha.. All computers had virus coz of our project, we easily made virus but we dont know how to create anti-virus haha..

I was surprised really. Is it good thing or what? It's creepy swear!

Should I be quiet just because I'm a woman?
Haha call me a bitch cos I speak what's on my mind
Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled..

When a female fires back
Suddenly the target don't know how to act
So he does what any little boy will do...

Are you offended by the message I'm bringing
Call me whatever cos your words don't mean a thing
Guess you ain't even a man enough to handle what I say.

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