It seems like you can't trust anybody even your friend. Seems like everybody is just for fun. Nobody will be there for me, nobody will fight for me or protect me. It's like everybody wants "something". They don't know how to understand you. They always made you wrong coz they're always the right one. *crying*
Eventhough I'm with my friend but I feel like she's not ready to be there for me. She has her own thing.
Everybody asked me "how are you?". I just answered, "I'm OK!" but deep inside I'm not.
Yung parang "WALA KANG KAKAMPI KAHIT KASAMA MO KAIBIGAN MO"
I'm sad. That's true. I'm alone. Can't share to everybody what I feel.
For those who think I'm happy here in Singapore (only at the party or etc.), for those who think I'm lucky coz I'm here (yeah but....you're wrong! I'm sad and ALONE.. but I don't feel like I want to go home... :(