Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Wentworth Miller Helped A Lot

Ohh there he is Mr. Wentworth Miller. Well what can I say?! All about him is already written in internet. Anyway I just have to say this, that this guy HELPED me a lot to forget my dumbass ex-boyfriend hehe. Weird isn't it, but yeah that's true, I'm not joking. Watching him in prison break is more like kinda .. hmmm "I assumed that I am Dr. Tancredi" haha. The series also helped me to think that there are people pala that we need to treasure or appreciate with rather than keeping people who don't even know how to care someone who cares for them so much. Hmmm, You feel me?! huh?!

I am also inspired about the LOVE for a brother (coz I don't have a brother) and a LOVE for a woman. That they are willing to go farther just to be with them.

Prison Break's journey is about a GOOD MAN who wants to save his brother but that requires getting his hands dirty. So how far across that line can a good man go before you can no longer call him good.

Well forget about it. All i can say is that there's something about this guy that make girls go "CRAZY" and it is because of his KILLER EYES. I can say my weakness also is the "EYES" hehe. (Btw, girls in japan got fainted and cried when he visited there) hehehe

I think his eyes is always a bit angry or the way he stares and so intense, it makes him more interesting and mysterious. The soft voice also especially when he whisper grrr shitness, so no wonder!!!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

REMEMBER: It's not goodbye :)

What if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace
How would I ever go on
Without you there's no place to belong

Well someday love is gonna lead you back to me
But 'til it does I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
Somewhere out there you thinking of me

Until the day I'll let you go
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye
'Til I see you again
I'll be right here rememberin' when
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry
On down the road
There is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye

You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through
And rise above when the rain falls down
But it's so hard to be strong
When you've been missin' somebody so long

It's just a matter of time I'm sure
But time takes time and I can't hold on
So won't you try as hard as you can
To put my broken heart together again

I still feel your breath on my skin
I hear your voice deep within
The sound of my lover - a feeling so strong
It's to you - I'll always belong

Friday, September 26, 2008

INCUBUS will be gone for two years?!!!


“Break and future"

In June 2008, frontman Brandon Boyd told Billboard.com that Incubus will take a break from touring and recording while its members concentrate on school, family and other activities. Boyd plans to enroll in a university art program, while guitarist Mike Einziger will go to music school next year to study composition. Einziger is also getting ready to showcase an orchestral piece in concert at UCLA’s Royce Hall on August 23, 2008. Drummer José Pasillas is also “having a baby, so there’s a lot of normal life stuff going on right now — school, babies, mortgages,” Boyd said. “I’m of the mind to say it wouldn’t be a bad thing to disappear for a year or two years,” he said. “A lot of people would say culture moves too fast and you need to remind people, but I would argue there’s not any rush.”

* They will be back.. *sigh I thought they will be gone forever! :D. Well they need to rest anyway, it's ok! see you soon :) just take your time :)

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Mr. Bean's Care Inspires Me

I'm wondering why is that MR. BEAN do not talk much? Is he mute? I guess not! But see, even if he do not talk much, he makes us laugh, right? and he never leave his teddy behind..

Words aren't too important to show you care, at least, you know how to show it!

I remember: Someone told me that he do care about me, but i can't see it. I can't feel it. That's what they call "action speak louder than words". Coz if he cares for me, he will show at least one..

My family and friends care for me so much.. Sometimes I look like transparent but they didn't know how I appreciate it.. Thank You! for accepting me and loving me despite of all :)

"You know, the ones that love us, never really leave us. You can always find them in your heart, and I know that is where we will always stay until we meet again."

The effect of betrayal: How to trust again?

Somewhere along a couple's journey, betrayal may arise. There are a lot of possible reasons why this shit happens. It could be communication breakdown, one night stand, failure of fulfilling each others needs, frequent fights, insensitivity, selfishness and etc...

Now let me ask you, if it happens to you, I mean you've been betrayed what should you do? Will you quit breathing? or keep bleeding? hehe... well, they said that when you love you have to love everything and that includes the "dark side of the person". Nobody's perfect yeah? If you've been betrayed, never make decision because you are in pain, getting over grief is a process so keep on grieving until the pain subside and what's next to that?

Moving on...

Moving on does not necessarily means goodbye or otherwise it can be goodbye. Decision is for you to take but be careful of the consequences of whatever decision you may take. When you chose to stay, then stop blaming yourself or blaming him for what happened it will never worked, according to Coleman a divorce specialist "confront your doubts and fears. Instead of blaming, try to discover why the relationship wasn't as solid as either person believed." This is if when you chose to save your relationship.

Have you heard any success story about love for the second time around? This is very difficult to achieve because TRUST is broken... If this may work, that is because two of you has worked hard for it, both of you have taken ownership for every issue that may provoke to bring back the past. Suspicious acts will drive you crazy which would awaken the pain you have had. Thus, it ain't easy.

One option is to totally move on and that is moving on to a new relationship. Just remember something before you get paranoid again with your new lover, "the person you meet is NOT the person who betrayed you". Being vigilant is different from being paranoid so instead remain to be cautious.

I just want to make a comment, why most woman (not all) is more open for forgiveness than man? When a woman betrayed a man the fraction to be forgiven is so little yet man can simply say I didn't betray or something I am just a MAN (defense mechanism yet its universal huh?) and that is bullshit... (peace to all male readers over there...)

nightmare : bangongot

I had a dream last night or should i say bangongot.. that was second time. First was in my boarding haus and I was so scared..

I did not go to work last night coz im so fuckin' tired. It was only me in my room coz my sister stayed at her friend up to sunday. I lay down around 1:10am until i fell asleep. Suddenly i felt that i woke up coz someone entered my room and I saw my mom checking on me. Then I told myself "mom wake me up" but she cant hear me, then someone open the half door and stares at me. I can't see her face, only the form of the body. Then after that someone is in my side whispering at me. I was screaming but nobody can hear me. My body was so numb and it feels like squeezed me to death. I saw my body, yeah that was weird, I saw my body coz I rise my head a little. I was aware that I was having some "bangongot" so I told myself "I need to move my body or my finger for me to woke up". I already saw my body was moving but then I can't feel it. I noticed i was holding my cellphone but it doesn't work, no lights!!! I bite my finger but then I felt NOTHING, I was so numb. Then I move my finger and I feel something in my tummy then I remember that my hands was in my tummy. Oh GOd! That was freaky. Then I saw light from my cellphone in short someone texted me. So I said "thank God".. I need to get my cellphone from the table but I cant move.. I was so damn aware and I know I was moving, it feels like I was really awake. I was trying trying and trying to get my cellphone then all of a sudden I was holding now my cellphone then someone really texted me and the time is the same of my cellphone time. So?! I know what's happening right?!. Then I texted my mom, my sis, and my officemate. I was running for my breath and my heart beats faster. I was so afraid, then my mom visit me in my room saying if im ok. I was crying while telling my mom what happened. Then she sleep beside me and hugged me then we fell asleep.

I remember when I was a kid I can't sleep without my mom at my side. She always by my side for me to sleep then when I noticed at the middle of the night that she's not with me, I'll go to her room crying and begging to sleep beside me again coz im so scared hehe..

Oh God! I dont want to happen it again.. huhu

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

catch me if you can

hahaha. i was about exploring on tagged.com then suddenly this picture caught my attention. one of the members used this as his profile photo hahaha.. really really funny!!! SUPERMAN!!! naa pa siyay kapa sa likod pasabta ahahaha

Tuesday, September 23, 2008


this picture makes me laugh superrrrrr hahaha.. makatawa jud ko atay! gitikon man jud oi.. how cute!!! mingkay mingkay ... she's begging!!! haha

what yah think huh?!

hmmm what do you think of my new template? you like it?! i decided to changed it kasi parang di ko talaga alam pano eedit yung isa.. sunggo nako hehe and according to joy althu it's nice but messy (kasi nga di ko ma edit2) hahay.. anyway it was just temporary.

hope you like this one! if NOT! aw! ilis napud hehe :) (not yet done) :)

btw, i left my task just to edit this blog haha. ssssshhhhh.. they gonna kill me haha

Friday, September 19, 2008

closing my blog

i need to close my previous blog.. well it's a personal blog. its was just all about love, the love, love for, life, dumbness, katangahan, blind, well it was just BEFORE, hindi na ngayon hehe.. past is past isn't it?!.. whatever!

actually i really want to continue that so-called "My Complicated Life Blog" because pimping it is not that easy and receiving concern comments is a very heart warming one. but then!! there are lot of people viewing and of course reading it, mostly on the "FUCK ALL LIARS" post. and guess what.. they searched it on the google using related keywords about the u-know-the-hu, my name and him, the title of my blog, bookmarking, etc (just wondering there are just 4 people who knows it and malalaman ko rin pag sila ang nag view.. they said "baka timing lang na mapadaan yung mga tao sa blog mo once my related words sa blog mo" well like what i said, malalaman ko rin because of the keywords..).. i can trace it, the ip add, the location, the keyword they used..etc etc. i have spy in my blog yo!.. and i was really pissed off!! why do people cant get rid out of it?huh?! just back off and *sigh* bakit? gusto niyo parin ba maging updated about that guy!?! then be it!! you can't get any information from me from now on! not at all! ok?! im over it.. tantanan niyo na ako.. do i make myself clear?!

until now there are still people who tried to get into my blog, but they can't coz i changed it to private. i can still see them.. same ip add, same location, etc. may iba din hindi pero related pa rin..

well gonna say bye bye na to that one.. it is now part of my junk blog box! ang dami ng laman don

Thursday, September 18, 2008

PROUD TO BE PINOY - Charice Pempengco

I know you guys know this little fella in here. Her name is Charmaine Clarice Relucio Pempengco aka "charice". Born: May 10, 1992 at Cabuyao, Laguna Philippines. Tell me who wasnt?!.. Of all the singers in the Philippines, only this girl who made a fantastic trademark of us pinoy! wooohooo.. She doesn't have any shows here but she bump her talent outside our country.. Meet different singers (big time singers) *wink*.. and of course one of the divas "celine dion" (no one here in phil. duets celine dion eversince - correct me if im wrong haha). YOu know what, for me, she's the best young singer in this generation.. so! chill out buddy...

Charice Pempengco joined Little Big Star in 2005, when she was only 12 years old. She was eliminated right away but was later picked in a wild card round to re-enter the competition. She worked her way up to become a finalist. Although she was the consistent top scorer in the final rounds, she only finished in third place.She is known as the “Young Diva” but also goes by “Cha”.

She’s been heating up YouTube ever since. She’s set to release a few songs digitally one of these days.

Charice has been featured on the E! network, once on the Daily 10 with a headline reading “A Star Is Born”. The other time they named her Hollywood Royalty.

There’s nothing but more big things to come from this tiny girl with a huge voice.

She became a youtube sensation...

Charice first attracted attention in the cyberworld when FalseVoice channel of YouTube posted her Little Big Star performance of Whitney Houston's hit, "I Will Always Love You." Many viewers thought her singing was fake, and that she was only lip synching because of her unbelievable vocals. Another popular video was a face-off between Charice Pempengco and America's Got Talent winner, Bianca Ryan. These videos brought Pempengco to the attention of Ten Songs Productions, a production company based in Sweden. She then traveled to Stockholm in June 2007 and recorded seven songs.

A few months later, FalseVoice released a video of Charice Pempengco
singing the Dreamgirls anthem, "And I Am Telling You I'm Not Going." This earned her an invitation from one of the biggest television networks in South Korea, Seoul Broadcasting System, in October 2007 to perform on a talent show called Star King. The Korean audience was wowed by her jaw-dropping rendition of "And I Am Telling You I'm Not Going."

Many viewers re-posted her Star King performance on YouTube, and Charice Pempengco found her way into American television. TV network E!'s The Daily Ten featured her Star King performance with the headline, "A Star Is Born" on November 14, 2007 and then crowned her as the "Queen of the Week" on the Hollywood Royalty segment, this time with the headline, "A Queen Is Born" on November 16. Charice's StarKing performance was also shown in LCI est @ Vous, a TV news program in France on January 24, 2008.

Charice Pempengco's performance on Star King was featured on The Ellen DeGeneres Show on its November 28, 2007 episode, in which Ellen showed web videos of different people she would like to have as guests on the show. After showing the video, DeGeneres did a standing ovation and imitated Pempengco's gestures. She later personally invited the young singer to perform on the show.

On December 19, 2007, Charice sang her already popular "And I Am Telling You, I'm Not Going" and "I Will Always Love You" on The Ellen DeGeneres Show, leaving the audience, Ellen and all of America in awe. Charice received prolonged standing obviations on both of her songs and she was overwhelmed by the enthusiastic reception she received form the audience. After an online poll on the Ellen DeGeneres Show's website, Charice won as the Most Memorable Moment of 2007 and is about to guest on the show again soon.

In December 2007, she went back to South Korea as she was chosen as the Most Requested Foreign Act of 2007 on the show after a nationwide voting system. She did receive standing ovations after she sung I Will Survive and a duet of I Will Always Love You with Lena Park. She also performed an a cappella version of Beyonce's Listen after she was requested by the host to sing a ballad song.

As soon as she got back to the Philippines after her Ellen and Star King guestings
, she became an instant celebrity and did several guestings on different TV shows on ABS-CBN Network, becoming one of the most sought-after young singers in the country.

On April 8, 2008, Charice invaded the United Kingdom after she guested on London's Paul O'Grady Show. Again, she was requested to sing "And I Am Telling You, I'm Not Going" and "I Will Always Love You" and eventually, she got the same response by receiving standing ovations for her two performances.

Charice appeared on The Oprah Winfrey Show, Monday - May 12, 2008. The episode was entitled "World's Smartest Kids" and featured 10 gifted children in their specific field. Charice was the only guest who sang. Charice sang Whitney Houston's - "I Have Nothing".

She dazzled the audience, and Oprah as well with her jaw dropping powerful voice! After the performance Charice was honored with yet another prolonged standing ovation from the audience, as Oprah looked in almost disbelief of Charice's incredible performance. Oprah embraced Charice with hugs and showered her with compliments, at the same time Charice was a bit overwhelmed and got a little teary eyed.

Charice on Oprah, Sept 9:
part 1:

part 2:

part 3:

Charice Sings My Heart Will Go On, part 4:

part 5:

David Foster & Friends, Mandalay Bay Resort Las Vegas

Charice performed on May 23, 2008 at The Event Center at the Mandalay Bay Resort to participate in a one night only live concert tribute to legendary producer David Foster. Charice had the honor of singing Whitney Houston's "I Have Nothing" and "I Will Always Love You" from the hit movie Bodyguard. Whitney and Kevin Costner, the stars of Bodyguard thanked Foster via video for writing and producing the mega hit songs for the movie. Charice then sang "And I Am Telling You" from the movie Dreamgirls. She received roaring standing O's for each one of her performances.

I will always love you:

I am telling you:

The show also featured Michael Johns, Andrea Bocelli, Babyface, Michael Buble, Josh Groban, Kenny G., Katharine McPhee, Brian McKnight and Boz Scaggs to name a few. Foster, along with the artists, performed some of his biggest hits.

Here are the links of Youtube sensation charice:
and now she meets oh wait not only meet but duet one of the divas in the whole world Celine Dion.

Duet of Charice and Celine at Madison Square Garden!!!!THE INTORDUCTION

Because You Loved me by: Charice and Celine Duets

Charice with Alicia Keys

Charice with Josh Groban

Charice with David Foster
During David Foster's 35-year career as a songwriter, producer and 14-time Grammy winner, he has discovered and nurtured the careers of scores of artists, as well as creating chart-topping hits for Barbra Streisand, Celine Dion, Whitney Houston, The Corrs, Chaka Khan, Madonna, Josh Groban; Earth, Wind and Fire; Natalie Cole, Michael Buble and many others.



Friday, September 12, 2008


SOURCE: karlpox

Thursday, September 11, 2008

ssshhhhh lets take it slow


Should I apologize if what I say burns your ears and stains your eyes?! and ohhh, did I crack your shell? hahaha. Say what you will, say what you mean. You could never offend, your dirty words come out clean.

Marijuana may slow progression of Alzheimer's disease

Here in the Phil. Marijuana is prohibited because of its trademark as "bad plant". It has a possibility of transforming good people to evil which we usually called it "high", but at the back of the so called "bad influence plant" there is a good that bind.

COLUMBUS, Ohio -- New evidence in rats suggests that marijuana may contain compounds that slow the memory loss associated with Alzheimer's disease.

Marijuana has strong anti-inflammatory effects, and many researchers believe that there is a compelling link between chronic inflammation and the progression of Alzheimer's, said Gary Wenk, a study co-author and a professor of psychology at Ohio State University.

"Inflammation in the brain is part of aging," Wenk said. "It happens to almost all of us as we age. But in some cases, this inflammation gets out of hand and causes serious damage."READ MORE

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Beyoncé and Jay-Z Married!

SHHH! TOP SECRET WEDDINGApril 21, 2008 BY: By Michelle Taube

Just three days before they quietly picked up a marriage license in Scarsdale, N.Y., Beyoncé Knowles and her rapper-mogul boyfriend of six years, Jay-Z, attended the Philadelphia wedding of Jay-Z's assistant Robin Broughton. Although they betrayed no sign of their own impending nuptials, "they seemed very much a couple in love," says the wedding planner, Lisa McGraw. "They held hands and were all smiles."READ MORE


SOURCE: mediatakeout.com

December 18, 2007. It happened!! MediaTakeOut.com has made a living bringing you some of the biggest entertainment scoops of the year. We were the first news source in the world to tell you that Jennifer Lopez was pregnant, that Usher and Tameka Foster were getting married, and that and Diddy and Kim Porter were expecting twins. But now, get ready for our BIGGEST exclusive scoop ever.
MediaTakeOut.com can officially confirm to you that last week Jay Z and Beyonce were married in a small private ceremony in Paris, France.

And we have proof. According to our source, who is an EXTREMELY close family member of Beyonce's, the couple chose, instead of exchanging rings, to tattoo a personal inscription on each of their ring fingers.

We can tell you that right now ABSOLUTELY NO ONE else in the world of media is reporting this. Not any blogger, not any newspaper, no radio disc jockey, no TV personality - just us. We figured that we'd let you in on our little exclusive. You know the one that everyone and their mama are going to be talking about by this afternoon.,.

If you’re a member of the media, we ask that you please credit MediaTakeOut.com when you report on this story. We're a small media company that works extremely hard to deliver the best in Black celebrity news to the world.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

UIC Intramurals 2008

Another year has come and another year for Intramurals. Its been two years since I graduated college and I really do miss it badly to go to school everyday. You know, like kinda a happy go lucky students, exam? hahay! hehe coz being a computer science student is not a JOKE!.

I always watched dance sports (its one of the events of the intramurals at UIC). I might sound like bias but i only watched the hiphop dance competition hehe (because im one of them before hehe..)and cheer to our department which is I.T.E hehe.

The crowd was still as before. Screaming, cheering, crowded and the BOOOOOs ahaha still alive.

Miss being part of the school, miss the crazy stuff, laughter, hahay. That day I really want to shout but I cant unlike before. The gym was so hot the people getting hot and its all hot that's why I decided to go out, out from school and say bye bye hehe. I'm starving hehehe.

ITE Department Hip Hop Dance Competition - CHAMPION (clap clap)

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