looks real @.@

Goldfish Salvation by: Riusuke Fukahori

NYE's RED ♥ ♥ ♥

Ok after lonesome let's proceed to awesome. After months of mourning, new years eve changed it as if nothing happened. January 1, 2012 the day i will never forget in my life.

Me and my "honey", went to the rooftop of Double Tree by Hilton in Ras Al Khaimah, United Arab Emirates. I'm NOT supposed to be there coz the truth "I'M NOT INVITED". He invited someone which made my heart crumpled into pieces. What can i do???

Forget about the cause and effect of the story. As of my ex-front office asst manager "i will not go into details" But God knows I was diluted about it.

So there, we had a party, he made Long island iced tea for me which is my fave and ill tell you it was really nice and the nicest from all i've tried. He will be a good bartender hihi. Too bad i dont have the picture and the video on it. Maybe ill get it from him after.

So we watched the little fireworks from Hilton Resort and enjoyed the night and I was happy then. Atleast it removed one piece of thorns in me.

And 3days on-the-go was all nice. Thank God my new year started in nice way. After this i dont know. I know issues will come and go, im just trying to make myself "it's fine" to avoid craziness.

But whatever it is, Thanks honey. Thanks coz you made me happy through all the shits. Thanks enta habibi enta hayati, Basem, my smile. Thanks also new year's eve you came and you made me smile.

Burj Khalifa, Dubai 2012 Fireworks

Spectacular Lights in 2012 shine entire Dubai.!!!!

Me and my cousin supposedly in dubai to celebrate New Year coz every year I always go where the fireworks is. But unfortunately some instances happened so I canceled the "half-of-my-life" event.

I really hate it. It's so freakin nice huhu....
Maybe this is my 1st and last new year in UAE. :(


Enjoy Watching~!!!

Today My Life Begins ♥ ♥ ♥

FAREWELL 2011 ..life's too short to have regrets. So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget, only have one life to live so make the best for it.. HELLO 2012!" Hope you will be the greatest year in my life. Cheers~!!!

i've been working hard so long seems like pain has been my only friend my fragile heart's been done so wrong i wondered if i'd ever heal again........i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me leave the past behind me, today my life begins a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin i know i can make it, today my life begins....

2012.. phew time ran so fast~!

"BITTER" "BETTER"

if i had one call to make
i would dial yesterday and warn myself
tell my lips the words to say
not let you just walk away
with someone else.."with someone else"

to be the strong and silent one
a lot of good that has done
yes, you'd agree
no more tryin' to understand
or fix these things because you can
guess it's up to me..

i'd be much better off maybe
if i could just let it go
with no regrets then

next time i won't suffer this kind of pain
own my mistakes
not just pass off all the blame
you'd still be here and we'd figure this out
then i wouldn't be BITTER
i'd just be BETTER now

Daddy, you can let go now

i remember my dad so i remeber this song
i wanna see my dad huhuhhuhuhuhuhhu :(
he was the one who teach me how ride bike :(